shostamin93
Member
Hello everyone, here's a bit about myself
- 27 year old gay dude
- started masturbating at 8
- started using porn to j/o at 13
- I have only orgasm while penetrating twice!
This problem has not allowed me to have a healthy sex life and it has caused depression for years. I'm very blessed in life with friends and family that care for me and love me. It makes me very sad that this sexual frustration completely overtakes my emotional life to the point that I can't even appreciate how massively lucky I am.
I have been in many situations where I am with some very attractive men and I end up not being able to get an erection. It is extremely humiliating and depressing. I have been lucky that they have been kind and respectful but damn the ride home is absolute MISERY. This has been going on throughout my adult life. I have even tried VIAGRA, but it doesn't work either, it only worked once, out of the 12 times that I've tried it.
I feel like a good sex life is all I need to be completely happy person, but sometimes I feel like it is never going to happen for me. I hate that I allow myself to be controlled by such an carnal desire but I just can't help it.
But I have to overcome this, I refuse to live my life feeling like this, I'm in a very dark place but I have to get myself out of here .
I have to do it for me and those that love me.
- 27 year old gay dude
- started masturbating at 8
- started using porn to j/o at 13
- I have only orgasm while penetrating twice!
This problem has not allowed me to have a healthy sex life and it has caused depression for years. I'm very blessed in life with friends and family that care for me and love me. It makes me very sad that this sexual frustration completely overtakes my emotional life to the point that I can't even appreciate how massively lucky I am.
I have been in many situations where I am with some very attractive men and I end up not being able to get an erection. It is extremely humiliating and depressing. I have been lucky that they have been kind and respectful but damn the ride home is absolute MISERY. This has been going on throughout my adult life. I have even tried VIAGRA, but it doesn't work either, it only worked once, out of the 12 times that I've tried it.
I feel like a good sex life is all I need to be completely happy person, but sometimes I feel like it is never going to happen for me. I hate that I allow myself to be controlled by such an carnal desire but I just can't help it.
But I have to overcome this, I refuse to live my life feeling like this, I'm in a very dark place but I have to get myself out of here .
I have to do it for me and those that love me.