Ok, I have posted here before and was met with almost no input. I said I can do this without the help of other's and promptly "fell off the wagon". So after trying hard to refrain from "having myself" I failed multiple times and the proof that I am still sick came last Saturday.
Me and my wife had a couple over for some "play time" and while I was afraid I may have problems (as I did with the same couple a few months back) I was hopeful that I could over come the problem. I was sitting with my wife just an hour before they arrived and I just looked at my wife and started to get a massive erection and thought I was good to go. Not so much!
The couple came over and we shot the shit for a good while and then retired to the bed room. It was a giant disaster!!! I couldn't get any wood AT ALL! not even when I excused myself to the solitude of the rest room was I able to get anything going. However.....as soon as they left I was able to "perform" as I would have expected to be able to with the couple there. So WTF?! (I wasn't nervous or under pressure really). I tried to reboot a month ago and made it to about 14 days but fell off the wagon. I never experienced the dreaded dead dick problem and didn't really notice any decrease in sexual thought's or any of the things I read would happen. How long realistically will it take before I get to the "dead dick" stage? and how long should I expect it to last? additionally, how long after that stage will it be (roughly, as I know everyone is different) before I am at least a step further in the process? I know it can take up to a year and I am so bad with the sexual bullshit I am afraid it will take that long. I just need "landmarks" to be on the look out for so I feel like I am actually making progress. So again, any input is greatly appreciated!
P.S- I think that I may have Bi-polar disorder and I know one of the manifestations is "hyper sexuality" so does this mean that if I am Bi polar, I will need to remedy that with medication before I can even attempt to reboot?
Me and my wife had a couple over for some "play time" and while I was afraid I may have problems (as I did with the same couple a few months back) I was hopeful that I could over come the problem. I was sitting with my wife just an hour before they arrived and I just looked at my wife and started to get a massive erection and thought I was good to go. Not so much!
The couple came over and we shot the shit for a good while and then retired to the bed room. It was a giant disaster!!! I couldn't get any wood AT ALL! not even when I excused myself to the solitude of the rest room was I able to get anything going. However.....as soon as they left I was able to "perform" as I would have expected to be able to with the couple there. So WTF?! (I wasn't nervous or under pressure really). I tried to reboot a month ago and made it to about 14 days but fell off the wagon. I never experienced the dreaded dead dick problem and didn't really notice any decrease in sexual thought's or any of the things I read would happen. How long realistically will it take before I get to the "dead dick" stage? and how long should I expect it to last? additionally, how long after that stage will it be (roughly, as I know everyone is different) before I am at least a step further in the process? I know it can take up to a year and I am so bad with the sexual bullshit I am afraid it will take that long. I just need "landmarks" to be on the look out for so I feel like I am actually making progress. So again, any input is greatly appreciated!
P.S- I think that I may have Bi-polar disorder and I know one of the manifestations is "hyper sexuality" so does this mean that if I am Bi polar, I will need to remedy that with medication before I can even attempt to reboot?