Fall after 105 days

Mathgreen

Member
I fall after 105 days 3th reebot


Its been 2 yeara of hard DE. Yesterday i got drunk and masturbate s? hard, then my Dick is painfull, i AM very sad, 23 years old, many girls like me, they think i AM pretty nice Guy. But now i feel i cant satisfy any woman. And after many days i feel like i AM steel broken and starting to think this can be forever. I AM very very sad and depressed, no more Jobs, studies, i Just.go t? the gym and play v?deo games and smoke marijuana (at night) all day long, i dont have stregh anymore, this defily the hardest time of my Life (never were easy). I Just saying brothers... I passing all this Aline, i dont have with who talk about this. Crying i AM writting this and praying because i dont have Hope anymore, after lot of tentativids, fails i dont see a nice progresso i Lost ambicious in Life. I Lost want t? live. Sorry for my bad english i am br. I Just need to say that for anyone
 

mpkl

Active Member
Man you made a good progress no pmo 100 days.As long as you breathe you can change everything!Dont count it as a fail and dont be sad just try to fix it and dont watch again porn.If you masturbated without porn it is closed to fine.The progress you made wont be deleted and your mind is better at every single try.So you go to gym and you play video games..good you have all day long to do what you like.Stick to hardmode and you will feel better again..just dont let it depress you and have you watching P and PMO to it.You have already made it so it is easier i guess
 

Mathgreen

Member
Ty bro, u are right i couldnt get depression won. I AM fighting this batte too long time (2 years), biggest and hatdest battle of my Life. I need to be could, calm and faithfull and holpfull and disciplines. I wil focus on that, try again, again and again, i AM already in hell,i am pass trought this Someday. Ty for lisyen me and advices sometimes i Just need that. God bless u
 

mpkl

Active Member
No problem mate if you really want to speak to someone im here to listen you just msg me and i will reply.We are all on this together!We can make it!We worth it,dont let your mind fool you. 4 mins of pleasure can be the reason not to enjoy your life properly for the next 4 years or more!Go champ
P.S. Porn wont make it happen, time will.Be patient stick to the plan, live like a king
 

Camouflage

Active Member
I'm sorry how you feel. Would you like to share more details about your problem? You mentioned DE for 2 years. Does that mean that before that you were able to have sex successfully?

I know a bit what you are going through, because I am suffering from delayed ejaculation as well. Often I just can't feel anything inside a girl. Have you tried to have sex after your 105 days streak? Btw, that was a longer streak than I have never managed to do! Rebooting has helped me somewhat, but I am still struggling.

Camo
 

Mathgreen

Member
Yeah, before these 2 years i had normal sex, libido and morning Woods, after.. i starter notice delayed ejaculation, i have sesion sex of 1 hr maybe more, mouths later i starter losimg libido and mw at same time, and some mounths later i i starter failed with women. No i dont have sex at 1 year and a half, because, my libido is too slow, and i afraid to fail again, its too shame this situation. I AM afraid to get this fam?lia with girls, and t? bem rotulate of a real looser. Manu girls like me, i AM respected of my friends, but i dont feel Life in p?nis, libido, mw... I dont feel i AM prepared t? satisfy any girl... If u are have delayed ejaculation, u are Lucky t? ser the problema now. Stop watching porn and live Life. I feel like i stoped on time...
Sorry for my bad english, i AM br, iam lerning english. Any doughts u can talk to me
See u bro
 

Mathgreen

Member
10 relapses , i ThinkPad i could control myself, anxiety, its mt biggest enemy.
Shitt shitt shitt. I AM angry with myself.
I canto control me after all theese time.
Keyser try again!
 

beast1125

Member
bro you need to stop smoking weed. It places you in "pleasured" and altered state of reality. It is not real and it confuses your body and emotions. You should not be smoking more than one bowl per month and even that should be like 1 or 2 hits your done for another month. Unless your like me where it's none at all. I can't go back there because I abuse that substance. One high and I am right back to smoking everyday. I promise you life is better apart from weed. Trust me. I am 32 yo and smoked for 8 years almost everyday. Drop it now before it becomes harder later. This may also help you with your PMO and sensitivity issues. I don't know though because I can't relate to making it 100 days. You did well with that. Don't give up. But quit smoking weed. Later. Message me if you want.
 

Mathgreen

Member
OK bro ty for advices sometime i smoke a lot.. i need to ser that, i have asma, because of that i States a period without smoking. But i agree with you, all bad things can bem wrost, now that i AM a 23 t? with DE i fonte doughts about anything.
Ty for advices, yes , really i need friends here t? talk, thats a shame t? talk about theese situations with some bro in real life
 

Mathgreen

Member
Guys.. 4 days free of mpo, its Been not easy. I feel my brain want porn too much, when this heppened i acess this website and start reeding. Today i had a mw (rare thing).
2 days a Go, i Go out, and i knew some girl, very very hot, fit and small, with Green eyes, i kissed ver very well, but my penis didnt respond. Maybe is that , make me want to Watchmen porn again. In some day o feel bad about that, that i could sleped with her, If muito penis worked good during the kissings. But at the same time i feel good, because i easy too alone, and i didnt kissed some girl sinceramente August, and Sheila Washington swome, i AM not fallimg in love, but all in the place note me, i didnt feel it at a longo time ago...
Bro
Justo saying, i AM writing this, for my need of porn passar...
Ser u , good Next year for everybody.
 

Mathgreen

Member
After a lot of realepses... I AM on day 27 ...
I AM tired t? start again, but i have no option.
I had some mws in first days, but now i feel i AM totally flatline and my penis ia dead gay...
Just saying.. but lets do this !
 

Sober

Member
I am very sorry for your feelings brother you are not alone here be positive I am having severe porn Ed the worst one but m gona make it this time  ....you should get one reboot partner ..it will make your journey a lot easier.... you are most welcome if you wana share your thoughts with me ...
 
You are a wise 23 year old. Wish I had your wisdom when I was 23. Don't ever get too down on yourself and try to exercise and run to curb depression and sadness. I use weed to run. I run almost 100 miles every month. Use the weed and don't let it use you by sitting around feeling sorry for yourself. Best wishes young bro
 
I am very sorry for how you feel. But don't worry. You did 105 days. Thats pretty amazing and again you are doing well on your streak. I fucked up in just 15 days. If you can manage 105 days of no PMO, this implies you have a great will power. use that to give up weed. I know its hard. But anytime you feel like depressed or giving up just think about two things: 1. You were able to control yourself for 105 days without PMO. you can definitely leave porn and weed from your life.    2. You are very young. You have time at your side. Just think how good your future will be without weed and PMO. Some of us like me are above 30 and struggling. Just give your body time to recover and do some other things you like. This will help you to keep your mind away from porn and weed.

Remember, don't give up. You are not at all alone in this. And You have time at your side. So what if you miss on few girls at this stage of your life. You will plenty more in future. Don't get depressed. Keep going brother.
 
^^^^NEwroadahead aint nothing wrong with weed. so don't equate it to PMO. If you got a problem with weed just take your bullshit to another site.
 

Firstbigstep

Active Member
nubegennings - that's not how this forum rolls! It's a fair comment, and one I happen to agree with. Weed doesn't seem to help the majority of people going through the reboit process.

Maybe you're different but dont give a fellow rebooter a hard time for expressing an honestly felt opinion.
 
nubegennings said:
^^^^NEwroadahead aint nothing wrong with weed. so don't equate it to PMO. If you got a problem with weed just take your bullshit to another site.

@nubegennings: calm down dear......I have nothing against anybody here. I just expressed my views. I think weed does affect one's sexual drive. In fact this was the first question my urologist asked me when I visited him and he also advised me to stay away from it for a long time. We are all somewhere struggling with our problems thats why majority of us are here. I m a believer of healthy diet and routine so I just advised him accordingly.
We just have different opinions. pl don't get all fired up. Ain't gonna help anyone.
 
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