Hello,
Here's my story. I am 20 M and i pretty much lost a wonderful girl because of porn (let's say 60% porn ED, 40% other reasons). Been watching porn and PMO since i was 14 i think...and that's a lot of PMO.
So tl;dr i decided it's time for a change, even it it's a bit too late. Now i am on my 12th day without PMO or any kind of pornography, without any MO or orgasms at all. I sometimes feel the urge to fap until i lose my hands but i am in control. Also blocked all the porn access via my router so i have a fallback.
Now i have some questions. My friends tend to send porn-related/sex-related/sexy gifs on our conferences (WhatsApp/Skype), what happens if i see one for a second or something? I will try avoiding them as much as possible.
Also, sometimes in the morning or during the night i find myself..stroking against the bed, thinking at my ex. I will try to also cut that off the list just want to know how bad they are.
Basically, any of those above can destroy the progress. If i see, by accident, a gif over 2 months, will that ruin everything?
And now to clear with this ex-girlfriend. She's the first, my first to have sex with. I achieved that through some pills, because i had ED (later to find out that it's related to porn, because i got myself tested against anything, seen a couple of doctors etc.). First time i couldn't orgasm, the next few times i managed to orgams. Without the pill, i get like a minor erection that disappears after a few seconds. Also no morning woods.
Also, if i try having sex in the future, with a similar pill (i was taking some sort of..weaker viagra) - i bring the pill in discussion because i am not sure after how many months i will be able to perform normally again - will harm my rebooting process?
Sorry for typing this down so chaotic,
Thanks
Here's my story. I am 20 M and i pretty much lost a wonderful girl because of porn (let's say 60% porn ED, 40% other reasons). Been watching porn and PMO since i was 14 i think...and that's a lot of PMO.
So tl;dr i decided it's time for a change, even it it's a bit too late. Now i am on my 12th day without PMO or any kind of pornography, without any MO or orgasms at all. I sometimes feel the urge to fap until i lose my hands but i am in control. Also blocked all the porn access via my router so i have a fallback.
Now i have some questions. My friends tend to send porn-related/sex-related/sexy gifs on our conferences (WhatsApp/Skype), what happens if i see one for a second or something? I will try avoiding them as much as possible.
Also, sometimes in the morning or during the night i find myself..stroking against the bed, thinking at my ex. I will try to also cut that off the list just want to know how bad they are.
Basically, any of those above can destroy the progress. If i see, by accident, a gif over 2 months, will that ruin everything?
And now to clear with this ex-girlfriend. She's the first, my first to have sex with. I achieved that through some pills, because i had ED (later to find out that it's related to porn, because i got myself tested against anything, seen a couple of doctors etc.). First time i couldn't orgasm, the next few times i managed to orgams. Without the pill, i get like a minor erection that disappears after a few seconds. Also no morning woods.
Also, if i try having sex in the future, with a similar pill (i was taking some sort of..weaker viagra) - i bring the pill in discussion because i am not sure after how many months i will be able to perform normally again - will harm my rebooting process?
Sorry for typing this down so chaotic,
Thanks