25 yr old journal

After a week in Vegas, I drank quite a bit on a bachelor party.. one of the many effects from my porn adddiction. I tend to get very depressed and self conscious after I do that and it is typically a huge trigger for me to watch Porn. I turn to porn to reinforce that I?m not a good person. I need to get better at reinforcing that I am a good person and start to form that snowball again and get it going downhill instead of uphill

Welcome, man! Definitely put some effort into seeing yourself as a good person.

This recovery process for me has been one of learning more about myself and learning to be kinder and more understanding toward myself. It's really helping me to see myself in a new light.

This is the place to get help and support. Don't be a stranger!