Untolerable
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So I want to report two 'progress'-like things that have occurred over the past three days and please tell me if this means I am close to being 'cured'.
Woke up with MW -110% the other day and went the bathroom, took a cold shower - of course by now the MW is gone. Get back in bed to just think for a second and immediately start fantasizing about my GF - and despite having just had a cold shower - I got an 80-85% erection and did not touch myself at all - first time I have had one brought on totally mentally in years. -I did not masturbate but I did have a tremendous urge to.
This morning, I did not wake up with MW - first time in a while, however I did have a few drinks last night which ruin REM sleep, hurting MW odds... anywho - Go to a meeting this morning with this guy and he is talking and then all of a sudden - random erection - 80-85% with NO Fantasy thoughts. I have not had a random erection in years.
Then about two hours ago I was driving to visit a client, and listening to some EDM thinking about work - once again not fantasizing. and BAM - another erection hands free and this one was prob 60-65% - but still def an erection and I suddenly felt a high libido for the first time in a while.
Major progress? Does this mean the end is close? I would love to sleep with my GF finally.
Woke up with MW -110% the other day and went the bathroom, took a cold shower - of course by now the MW is gone. Get back in bed to just think for a second and immediately start fantasizing about my GF - and despite having just had a cold shower - I got an 80-85% erection and did not touch myself at all - first time I have had one brought on totally mentally in years. -I did not masturbate but I did have a tremendous urge to.
This morning, I did not wake up with MW - first time in a while, however I did have a few drinks last night which ruin REM sleep, hurting MW odds... anywho - Go to a meeting this morning with this guy and he is talking and then all of a sudden - random erection - 80-85% with NO Fantasy thoughts. I have not had a random erection in years.
Then about two hours ago I was driving to visit a client, and listening to some EDM thinking about work - once again not fantasizing. and BAM - another erection hands free and this one was prob 60-65% - but still def an erection and I suddenly felt a high libido for the first time in a while.
Major progress? Does this mean the end is close? I would love to sleep with my GF finally.