Zvonko TM
New Member
Dear people,
I'm writing here for the first time. I am from the Netherlands so my english is not very good. I am 42 years old and started PM when I was 10 years old. Porn has been in my life for 32 years. I have now stopped for the first 30 days and what I am experiencing. Withdrawal symptoms are varied; anxiety, concentration problems, restlessness, pain in body both physically and mentally. I have realized since 2005 that I am addicted to porn. That's because I went on vacation to a foreign country where I had no access to porn. Then I realized how addictive it is because I couldn't watch for 20 days. Porn was part of my life and I didn't know how deep I got lost. I even followed therapy which didn't work because they assume you have an underlying problem from your childhood or something. But after reading book Your Brain Porn I found out what the real problem is.
Strangely enough, I had no problems with ED until I was 40. But since fast internet it started my ED problem. I was divorced at 39. I have 2 beautiful daughters aged 9 and 6 years old. After my divorce I met some women and all I had ED problem which made them leave me. I didn't understand how I got ED. Until I read the book. It was a revelation.
Now I have a girlfriend for over half a year and I already have problems with her. Now that I know I have told her and she understands and would like to help. What I do do is that I sometimes take an erection pill, because then it stays up. I have determined never to look again and want to recover. I already notice on the thirtieth day that I am already making progress. I am looking forward to it, even though I sometimes go through difficult times now. I believe in it and can't wait until I recover to have a normal happy life that makes sense again.
I'm writing here for the first time. I am from the Netherlands so my english is not very good. I am 42 years old and started PM when I was 10 years old. Porn has been in my life for 32 years. I have now stopped for the first 30 days and what I am experiencing. Withdrawal symptoms are varied; anxiety, concentration problems, restlessness, pain in body both physically and mentally. I have realized since 2005 that I am addicted to porn. That's because I went on vacation to a foreign country where I had no access to porn. Then I realized how addictive it is because I couldn't watch for 20 days. Porn was part of my life and I didn't know how deep I got lost. I even followed therapy which didn't work because they assume you have an underlying problem from your childhood or something. But after reading book Your Brain Porn I found out what the real problem is.
Strangely enough, I had no problems with ED until I was 40. But since fast internet it started my ED problem. I was divorced at 39. I have 2 beautiful daughters aged 9 and 6 years old. After my divorce I met some women and all I had ED problem which made them leave me. I didn't understand how I got ED. Until I read the book. It was a revelation.
Now I have a girlfriend for over half a year and I already have problems with her. Now that I know I have told her and she understands and would like to help. What I do do is that I sometimes take an erection pill, because then it stays up. I have determined never to look again and want to recover. I already notice on the thirtieth day that I am already making progress. I am looking forward to it, even though I sometimes go through difficult times now. I believe in it and can't wait until I recover to have a normal happy life that makes sense again.
