Hey Nick !
I know well what you're going through. I myself have ED because of porn. I know it since a long time, and didn't do anything about that until this summer, when I had the occasion to have sex with a beautiful and kind girl. But during this exact moment my ding dong could'nt get up. And seeing the disappointment in the eyes of my partner litterally killed me (and still kill me today). So 5 months ago I decided to stop porn and start a reboot.
I'll be honest, I relapsed several times since july (five times due to self testing and fear that my penis won't work again).
I advice you to document yourself as many as possible about this journey you started. You'll have some hard times according to everything I could read. Maybe a lot of bad things that you feel right are due to porn (it is for me, like brain fog, solitude, lack socialization...)
Read articles on yourbrainonporn.com, rebootnation.org. Go on youtube and look for Gabe deem's videos, his advices are very helpfull for a lot of us. Don't test yourself, it is a very dangerous path.
You might relapse a few times, but don't be so hard on yourself if so, it is normal (but don't tell yourself that you can relapse because it is normal to relapse during your reboot).
Good luck man !
