columbusohioguy
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Hello,
I am a porn addict whose life has been wrecked by porn use. Even though I am straight in my sexuality, I get aroused by gay or transgender/shemale porn as well. This doesn't used to be the case previously. But now I guess my mind has been conditioned to accept and get aroused by it. Furthermore, I have now developed a habit of going to grinder and other gay hookup apps, and just chatting with guys. I am in no way attracted to men in real life, but it's just that I get aroused by the act of talking dirty to men through these apps. I am having a really really hard time getting rid of this addiction. Due to my curiosity, I have also met a trans MTF for hook up, and the experience turned out to be disastrous. I didn't enjoy it, but I just did it because it looked arousing and exotic before.
I really need some help in getting a way to block these hookup apps. I delete them and then download them again as I have lost self control. I really want a method whereby I am unable to download them even if I am having extreme urge to do so. Btw, I am based in Columbus OH. If there is a support group present here, I would like to know as well. Please help me !!!!!
I am a porn addict whose life has been wrecked by porn use. Even though I am straight in my sexuality, I get aroused by gay or transgender/shemale porn as well. This doesn't used to be the case previously. But now I guess my mind has been conditioned to accept and get aroused by it. Furthermore, I have now developed a habit of going to grinder and other gay hookup apps, and just chatting with guys. I am in no way attracted to men in real life, but it's just that I get aroused by the act of talking dirty to men through these apps. I am having a really really hard time getting rid of this addiction. Due to my curiosity, I have also met a trans MTF for hook up, and the experience turned out to be disastrous. I didn't enjoy it, but I just did it because it looked arousing and exotic before.
I really need some help in getting a way to block these hookup apps. I delete them and then download them again as I have lost self control. I really want a method whereby I am unable to download them even if I am having extreme urge to do so. Btw, I am based in Columbus OH. If there is a support group present here, I would like to know as well. Please help me !!!!!
