Rakses
Member
You can call me Riki if u will.
I have 22 years born in Poland and i am addicted to masturbation and porn for as long as i can remember. Nobody told me back then when i was starting that i would suffer so much because of it...
Anyways i will tell you something about myself, hmm?
I love to dance, Hip-Hop, House, whatever really haha it makes me foget about things that happened or from ugliness that i create within myself. I am in calisthenics recently i do this regularly and it gives me some sort of fulfillment. Been searching for some kind of liberation for 2 years in consequence i went into Yoga and meditation it usually occupy one to two hours of my time during the day and it slowy but
decisively dissolve a lot of my bad habits for ex. eating Junk food, being lazy, jugding myself. But one it didn't... PMO... Look I think that I am not alone in that feeling that whatever I do, PMO comes back to me. Iverson (basketball player) said that wherever you go Devil will find you. I feel like that with "Porn Devil" hahaha i find it a little bit amusing to be honest.
I am not unhappy but i feel the constant impact of pornography on my life.
My dance is not beautifull during PMO period
My relations are not harmonious
I feel like i had a big stone on top of my head.
and others things that you propably experience by yourself...
I feel like my whole life i've been carrying this Porn backpack. It start to be really heavy i want to let it go but at the same time i don't want to suffer. I start today my No-PMO journey.
I will share with you about the days that are coming.
Thank you for taking your time to read this i know it is much but help go through this i need you really, haha.
Have a good day sir or madam, you never know you know. ;D
I have 22 years born in Poland and i am addicted to masturbation and porn for as long as i can remember. Nobody told me back then when i was starting that i would suffer so much because of it...
Anyways i will tell you something about myself, hmm?
I love to dance, Hip-Hop, House, whatever really haha it makes me foget about things that happened or from ugliness that i create within myself. I am in calisthenics recently i do this regularly and it gives me some sort of fulfillment. Been searching for some kind of liberation for 2 years in consequence i went into Yoga and meditation it usually occupy one to two hours of my time during the day and it slowy but
decisively dissolve a lot of my bad habits for ex. eating Junk food, being lazy, jugding myself. But one it didn't... PMO... Look I think that I am not alone in that feeling that whatever I do, PMO comes back to me. Iverson (basketball player) said that wherever you go Devil will find you. I feel like that with "Porn Devil" hahaha i find it a little bit amusing to be honest.
I am not unhappy but i feel the constant impact of pornography on my life.
My dance is not beautifull during PMO period
My relations are not harmonious
I feel like i had a big stone on top of my head.
and others things that you propably experience by yourself...
I feel like my whole life i've been carrying this Porn backpack. It start to be really heavy i want to let it go but at the same time i don't want to suffer. I start today my No-PMO journey.
I will share with you about the days that are coming.
Thank you for taking your time to read this i know it is much but help go through this i need you really, haha.
Have a good day sir or madam, you never know you know. ;D