I have been struggling with this addiction for over 10yrs now . And even though i dont watch porn everyday, heck i dont even watch it every week...most times its once in a month and and when i watch it at that time possibly by the 3 day i get to masturbate and that ends it until next month again. but just once ina while maybe the cycle could happen twice in a month. and it has been like this for more than 10yrs. yes i have tried to quit and each time i fall back again ...my longest period that i have been off is like 6 months but here i am again still battling this demon.
My question is does anyone here have negative effects of porn like me? for me porn makes me lack desire to want to succeed , desire to want to achieve anything worthwhile. i lack basic motivation to leave a successful life. I dont have any sexual problems or erectile dysfunction or anything of such.
I just masturbated anout an hour ago and the guilt feeling came on me again and that brought me back to this forum. how can i get inspired or motivated to want to try and achieve something meaningful with my life? pple have talked about setting goals, having vision etc....yeah i have watched many inspirational videos on your tube and read different books but none is working for me. and i just somewhat beleive its bcos of porn thats why i am still like this. i am 39yrs old married with 2 kids and in so much big debts.
My question is does anyone here have negative effects of porn like me? for me porn makes me lack desire to want to succeed , desire to want to achieve anything worthwhile. i lack basic motivation to leave a successful life. I dont have any sexual problems or erectile dysfunction or anything of such.
I just masturbated anout an hour ago and the guilt feeling came on me again and that brought me back to this forum. how can i get inspired or motivated to want to try and achieve something meaningful with my life? pple have talked about setting goals, having vision etc....yeah i have watched many inspirational videos on your tube and read different books but none is working for me. and i just somewhat beleive its bcos of porn thats why i am still like this. i am 39yrs old married with 2 kids and in so much big debts.