mrFahrenheit
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Hey guys. I want to share with you an interesting story...
I'm currently on reboot (Day 69). I have a beautiful girlfriend, but right now she is on a trip for some weeks. Usually, we have Sex around twice per week. (Sometimes only once, sometimes also three times).
Anyway, as mentioned she is on a trip right now and I already expected this will lead to some wet dreams. The first one came around 9 days after our last sex and was a quite normal sex dream.
The second one came then around 5 days after the first one and was very interesting. Because instead of dreaming of having sex, I was dreaming that I was masturbating to porn which felt like a super intensive experience. I have never had a wet dream about watching porn before.
How about you guys?
Anyway, I am not worried but it shows me that I am (that we are) on the right way. Stay strong!!!
A little bit background about the reasons for my journey: I am 31 now. Started masturbating to soft stuff from maybe 12 to 16, then to hardcore material with limited access (Shared over CDs and later Kazaa) until I was maybe 19 and then the tube/hub wave came up. For my impression, it is quite a late age, compared to some other stories shared on this page. First relationship started with 17 and except for the very first time (I was too nervous) sex was always the greatest experience. As horny teenager we did it almost every day if possible. And when I was not with her I M & O to P.
Also with a later relationship no difficulties even with occasional PMO. Between the relationships the consumation of P increased a lot. Before my current relationship I PMOed for around 3 years as a single. That is a long time.
Difficulties came up with my current girlfriend. She is a real beauty and I was immediately attracted to her when I met her. The first times were challenging because I put myself a lot of pressure. But after some tries we found our rhythm. and everything was fine. But I also started again watching P and since I am not 18 anymore I tried to arrange having enough mojo for both. But subconsciously it was usually more a "We had Sex, now I can allow myself PMO". Without really realizing it, PMO became much more interesting to me than the actual sex with my gorgeous girlfriend. Around one year later, I had a very challenging moment which lead in that evening to the loss of erection I was freaked out. And this moment made me aware of the unbalanced desire between my sexy girlfriend and random PMO. Since then I am working on my reboot. And I make real progress especially in feeling the true desire for my girlfriend. But I am also just a man and so I relapsed in March and in August.
In March I relapsed because my mind was telling me: "Hey, it seems that everything is fine. So we can allow us a little virtual action." But I was regretting it because quickly afterwards I felt very anxious regarding Sex.
And in August (Everything was fine again) I was playing an oldschool computer game (Dead Island. Great game) with a lot of virtual chicks in Bikini.
I was immediately triggered by what I saw but I tried to resist. One day, my GF and I had sex and around an hour later I was playing again and was again totally aroused by it and my mind was saying: "Do it! You already fulfilled the needs of your GF. No you can just think on yourself." and I started masturbating. But in the same moment I thought "Well, then I can also which a nice real clip and within seconds I PMOed.
That's all from my side. Just wanted to share with you guys a little bit of my story. Maybe I can contribute like this to any kind of a statistics or make other people aware of the power of your mind.
I'm currently on reboot (Day 69). I have a beautiful girlfriend, but right now she is on a trip for some weeks. Usually, we have Sex around twice per week. (Sometimes only once, sometimes also three times).
Anyway, as mentioned she is on a trip right now and I already expected this will lead to some wet dreams. The first one came around 9 days after our last sex and was a quite normal sex dream.
The second one came then around 5 days after the first one and was very interesting. Because instead of dreaming of having sex, I was dreaming that I was masturbating to porn which felt like a super intensive experience. I have never had a wet dream about watching porn before.
How about you guys?
Anyway, I am not worried but it shows me that I am (that we are) on the right way. Stay strong!!!
A little bit background about the reasons for my journey: I am 31 now. Started masturbating to soft stuff from maybe 12 to 16, then to hardcore material with limited access (Shared over CDs and later Kazaa) until I was maybe 19 and then the tube/hub wave came up. For my impression, it is quite a late age, compared to some other stories shared on this page. First relationship started with 17 and except for the very first time (I was too nervous) sex was always the greatest experience. As horny teenager we did it almost every day if possible. And when I was not with her I M & O to P.
Also with a later relationship no difficulties even with occasional PMO. Between the relationships the consumation of P increased a lot. Before my current relationship I PMOed for around 3 years as a single. That is a long time.
Difficulties came up with my current girlfriend. She is a real beauty and I was immediately attracted to her when I met her. The first times were challenging because I put myself a lot of pressure. But after some tries we found our rhythm. and everything was fine. But I also started again watching P and since I am not 18 anymore I tried to arrange having enough mojo for both. But subconsciously it was usually more a "We had Sex, now I can allow myself PMO". Without really realizing it, PMO became much more interesting to me than the actual sex with my gorgeous girlfriend. Around one year later, I had a very challenging moment which lead in that evening to the loss of erection I was freaked out. And this moment made me aware of the unbalanced desire between my sexy girlfriend and random PMO. Since then I am working on my reboot. And I make real progress especially in feeling the true desire for my girlfriend. But I am also just a man and so I relapsed in March and in August.
In March I relapsed because my mind was telling me: "Hey, it seems that everything is fine. So we can allow us a little virtual action." But I was regretting it because quickly afterwards I felt very anxious regarding Sex.
And in August (Everything was fine again) I was playing an oldschool computer game (Dead Island. Great game) with a lot of virtual chicks in Bikini.
I was immediately triggered by what I saw but I tried to resist. One day, my GF and I had sex and around an hour later I was playing again and was again totally aroused by it and my mind was saying: "Do it! You already fulfilled the needs of your GF. No you can just think on yourself." and I started masturbating. But in the same moment I thought "Well, then I can also which a nice real clip and within seconds I PMOed.
That's all from my side. Just wanted to share with you guys a little bit of my story. Maybe I can contribute like this to any kind of a statistics or make other people aware of the power of your mind.