Hi guys, I'm a rebooter trying to get back on the wagon. My first reboot was before I even found RebootNation or YBOP. I tried to reboot by abstaining from porn and masturbation. I was excited to change at first, but easier said than done. I failed about half a year in, but shame and denial tried to explain it away with some lame excuses. Long story short, I relapsed several times.
First pornographic image was some time in grade school. It got me curious. I'm 30 now. Surfed images in early teens. I lived in Asia for a while in my teens where some local stores weren't too concerned about where they put adult books with comic books and video games. Downloaded and streamed videos in high school and college. Addiction was bad enough that I even shoplifted DVD's and adult comic books a few times. I was a straight-A student in high school, so yeah, pron screwed me up bad. It was my dark secret I guess. Good thing I was almost caught once. That got me real scared and I stopped. Still, denial, shame, excuses.
All my exes were disappointed. They deserved better. I want to have a healthy, normal sex life.
Anyway, here's Day 1.
First pornographic image was some time in grade school. It got me curious. I'm 30 now. Surfed images in early teens. I lived in Asia for a while in my teens where some local stores weren't too concerned about where they put adult books with comic books and video games. Downloaded and streamed videos in high school and college. Addiction was bad enough that I even shoplifted DVD's and adult comic books a few times. I was a straight-A student in high school, so yeah, pron screwed me up bad. It was my dark secret I guess. Good thing I was almost caught once. That got me real scared and I stopped. Still, denial, shame, excuses.
All my exes were disappointed. They deserved better. I want to have a healthy, normal sex life.
Anyway, here's Day 1.