Classic Relapse?

So I managed to get to day 4 on my first ever reboot with absolutely no PMO. Got drunk on the night of day 4 and had sex. The next day was so horny after it I PMO'd about 3 or 4 times. Im back to day 0. Going into hardmode now because while I PMO'd i did the PIED test. I CANNOT get hard if its not porn and Ive never had a wet dream and have no morning wood at all any more. So im here to say as awful as it is relapsing it has made me even more determined than when i first started to beat this. I will do this and also i posted first saying about how im gonna miss porn. And you know what? It is a buzz and exciting and makes me hard. But when i cant get hard for the real deal or even manage to have a bit of morning wood? It cannot be worth it. Its not. Its awful. I am not gonna suffer from PIED any more. Fuck this. Wish me luck. Altho im not gonna need it
 
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