ANYONE HAVE A SIMILIAR STORY?

Hey, I wanted to ask anyone on the forum if they have had the same experiences as me, or lack of...

-Never really had the urge for sex. Used to get aroused by girls in real life when younger not much anymore. Masturbated to porn years before my first sexual experience.
-Hardly felt anything when doing sexual acts with girls.
-At one point couldn't masturbate unless i was gripping my meat like it was a deadlift PR.
- AN ODD ONE I KNOW: So addicted to masturbating when i ran out of lube i used soap. My whole penis stung and went bright red and really itchy. Did this a few times before it really badly hurt (haven't done that in about 4 years.) Wondering if this could of caused permanent damage to my sensitivity or its just the DE?

I have other things like PIED and PA but the majority of the people here have those problems too. I wanted to know if i was the only one with these specific issues..

I just wanted to ask if anyone related or even cured these specific things. I feel like Ive never been normal. Never had the urge to go over and really try and bring a girl to bed. Most of the time I wouldn't even need to try and I still don't see the big deal. It saddens me that all my friends go on about really wanting to have sex with a girl and I can only some what relate.

Any help would be greatly appreciated as I want to be normal so badly, one week in and I'm feeling motivated
Thanks.

yup for 2 years i was like that, no desire for sex. i mean i wanted to have sex but not really. then finally i had a chance and i blew it, no erection no sensation. thats the problem, if you are having PIED you are also not having desire for sex with girls. your libido is rock bottom. also the problem with porn addiction and low libido is that your whole life is on lower level. gradually over years, you lose motivation and ambition in all areas of life, not just sex and girls.

Bro are you cured now ?

i personally and individually fucked up, if you asked me. i was going strong for 8-10 months and relapsed because i thought MOing was okay thing to do after rewiring for so "long". STUPIIIIIID.

now im not cured, im far from cured. my signature is up to date, its really my last relapse. 13 days ago.

just the fact that im here is telling that im in deep shit when it comes to porn addiction, otherwise i would leave you guys behind. barely kidding, i always gradually start to leave this forum after 60+ days.

Are you saying that MOing after 10 months made you relapse? Cause 10 months is a long time..
Was your case just THAT severe or is it like that for most? Cause I would like to resume MO at some point, and there is no damage if done correctly, but is Chase effect that strong?

chaser effect was unmanageable. i couldn't resist it, i kept sporadically MOing whenever i lost the battle with cravings, for 2 months and then when PMO craving hit me i was so weak i just progressed right back where i was. i was not fully recovered after 8 months of no PMO though, maybe 70-80% back to normal.

my case is pretty normal i would say, i had some morning wood right from the start and i had my first successful sex after 30 days of rebooting, there are much worse cases than mine.

i dont know why would you in the world prefer MO over real women, why you planning something like that. i would love to ditch MO forever too.

Sometimes it's not really a choice I would love to have great sex instead of MO, but that's not ALLWAYS an option. And I don't mind greatly reducing MO to say once a week or so, but there are benefits to MO, psychological and phisical. All I want is to get rid of the f**ing ED that messed up my life. So if the reboot is successful and I don't relapse after MO, I see no harm..