I don?t know if I?m good

Well I have been rebooting since September and I had improvements with my erections but rebooting had cause me a lot of general anxiety not only social, so going to the main topic, now I can have erections by only touching myself and I have been having streaks of 2 or 3 weeks without MO but today I had a lot of anxiety and I couldn?t contain myself so I MO?ed but normally that would stop my sex drive but it didn?t and I end up doing 3 times only this day and with that I thought that my erection would not come back but I just tried and it worked (not a solid erection but it was enough also with only touching) and my question is, why if I can resist more orgasms I can?t still have morning woods?