Justpassinby1984
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Been off porn for like 2-3 yrs.I managed to get strong erections back after 3 to 4 months.A year later I got married,had successful sex.A few years later,still had sex.My wife gets pregnant,ends up getting morning sickness,so doesn?t want to have sex.I end up looking at sex position gifs a few weeks ago,but without masterbation.This morning me and my wife tried to have sex.I was hard at the beginning,but once I was in I got soft,fuck! I pulled out and tried again and I couldn?t get hard.
I had to explain to my wife about my past porn addiction right then and there,and broke it down to her.Previously yeas ago I told her but briefly.I then proceeded to smack my head in frustration.
I guess I fucked up by looking at some sex gifs and that somehow messed with my reward circuits and dopamine somehow.I am afraid I won?t be able to get it up in 11 days,thats how many days I have left to go back to Canada.My wife lives in another country.
Looks like I fucked up and feel horrible about it.
This is a wake up call to me or anyone how bad porn addiction is and to take it seriously.Even looking at girls on Facebook or insta can mess up your progress.
Guys don?t fuck around with this,it?s real and I?m finding out the hard way,even after a 2 year streak.
Fuck!!
I had to explain to my wife about my past porn addiction right then and there,and broke it down to her.Previously yeas ago I told her but briefly.I then proceeded to smack my head in frustration.
I guess I fucked up by looking at some sex gifs and that somehow messed with my reward circuits and dopamine somehow.I am afraid I won?t be able to get it up in 11 days,thats how many days I have left to go back to Canada.My wife lives in another country.
Looks like I fucked up and feel horrible about it.
This is a wake up call to me or anyone how bad porn addiction is and to take it seriously.Even looking at girls on Facebook or insta can mess up your progress.
Guys don?t fuck around with this,it?s real and I?m finding out the hard way,even after a 2 year streak.
Fuck!!