Hey guys!
I stumbled upon this site. and ended up spending about 2 hours on here instead of watching porn. So thats a start!
I'm 0 days with no PMO and have never really tried quitting before.
I'm not sure when i started but i know it was around puberty and never thought it was a problem till my last relationship. it wrecked he, she didnt feel good enough and i didnt see a problem. the relationship wasnt the same after she knew i watched porn alot. she was a smoke show and wasnt getting the attention she deserved. So after that relationship i was single for awhile. on the prowl, getting plenty of strange and living life! it was a blast. then i met THE GIRL. she is perfect! i never thought that a women like this existed. and we have been dating for about 2 1/2 years. i have no idea how im able to keep her around but i still am. our sex life isnt what it used to be, like when we first met. and i dont know how to tell her that i have this addiction, without totally messing things up. i have no doubt that she will help me and be supportive but i really hate letting down.. i hate looking weak in her eyes.
I'm still learning about all this because today is the first day i have done any research on it. ive looked at the side effects of this addiction and it explains SO MUCH about some of my obstacles in life in general!
So that is my quick version i suppose. im looking for any kind of Accountability Partner to help me.
im having a hard time coming to terms with saying i have an addiction, because quite honestly i can quite anything. smoking and chewing have been super easy for me. i literally have a tin of chew sitting by my key board that has dust on it! but i have now realized that i have a problem and i need to try my hardest to fix it!
So if anyone want to be my Accountability Partner that would be awesome!
And if anybody have some good meditation techniques or any other ideas to get rid of urges please let me know!
Thanks,
I stumbled upon this site. and ended up spending about 2 hours on here instead of watching porn. So thats a start!
I'm 0 days with no PMO and have never really tried quitting before.
I'm not sure when i started but i know it was around puberty and never thought it was a problem till my last relationship. it wrecked he, she didnt feel good enough and i didnt see a problem. the relationship wasnt the same after she knew i watched porn alot. she was a smoke show and wasnt getting the attention she deserved. So after that relationship i was single for awhile. on the prowl, getting plenty of strange and living life! it was a blast. then i met THE GIRL. she is perfect! i never thought that a women like this existed. and we have been dating for about 2 1/2 years. i have no idea how im able to keep her around but i still am. our sex life isnt what it used to be, like when we first met. and i dont know how to tell her that i have this addiction, without totally messing things up. i have no doubt that she will help me and be supportive but i really hate letting down.. i hate looking weak in her eyes.
I'm still learning about all this because today is the first day i have done any research on it. ive looked at the side effects of this addiction and it explains SO MUCH about some of my obstacles in life in general!
So that is my quick version i suppose. im looking for any kind of Accountability Partner to help me.
im having a hard time coming to terms with saying i have an addiction, because quite honestly i can quite anything. smoking and chewing have been super easy for me. i literally have a tin of chew sitting by my key board that has dust on it! but i have now realized that i have a problem and i need to try my hardest to fix it!
So if anyone want to be my Accountability Partner that would be awesome!
And if anybody have some good meditation techniques or any other ideas to get rid of urges please let me know!
Thanks,