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Ages 40 and up / Re: 46 yrs old and addicted since 13
« on: March 21, 2016, 12:57:59 PM »
I've not logged in for a while but decided I needed to now.  I think it's been about 6 weeks since me last PMO.  It's been pretty smooth sailing up until recently.  I've decided that urges come into my mind and I need to just know they are there and move on.  If I spend too much time fighting with it, that is when I would fail in the past.  So today is Monday and this is the day I usually fail so it going to be a tough one.   

I know I have to get over this bump in the road.

Still strong!


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Ages 40 and up / Re: 46 yrs old and addicted since 13
« on: March 03, 2016, 08:07:28 PM »
Hey Hans32 and NGU,

thanks for the words.  Still going strong and the dreams seems to have passed.   The only other thing that seems to be going on is my Libido has gone down to zero.  Wife is a little worried... thinks I might be having a mid-life crises.

I'm learning to quickly turn my head from any glimps of a magazine or another with a suggestive woman on it.

I'm also learning to do stuff to keep me busy as boredom is a major trigger in the past for me.

Freedsoul.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 46 yrs old and addicted since 13
« on: February 29, 2016, 10:52:10 AM »
2 weeks and still going strong.  I'm having dreams at night but I'm not sure if I'm asleep or not.  Feels like a dream but I seem to be awake.  I think this might be the reason why I'm so tired during the day.


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Ages 40 and up / Re: 46 yrs old and addicted since 13
« on: February 25, 2016, 12:02:35 PM »
Almost through week two.  I have not had many urges but just looking at news sites and seeing women in bikini's or small dresses triggers thoughts in my mind that I know I need to fight.

I'm feeling very tired and well not depressed but just not motivated by much.  Winter blues are not helping either.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: My story
« on: February 24, 2016, 08:35:32 AM »
Hi,

you have taken the first steps. Good job.   I would highly recommend reading unchained diary from the beginning.

He has excellent words of wisdom.

Good luck and stay strong.

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Ages 40 and up / Re: 46 yrs old and addicted since 13
« on: February 24, 2016, 08:31:38 AM »
Hi Jerry,

thanks for the information.  Thankfully I found this site before I went down the road of pills and injections. 

I wish I could write and share as much as unchained does.  Reading his posts are always uplifting and I can identify myself with him so much.


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Ages 40 and up / Re: 46 yrs old and addicted since 13
« on: February 19, 2016, 01:25:52 PM »
Thanks for the words of wisdom Harry.  I always find the first week the easiest for me.  It moving to the 2nd and 3rd and....  you get the picture.   My goal is to come here before the next urge hits me.


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Ages 40 and up / 46 yrs old and addicted since 13
« on: February 17, 2016, 08:34:58 PM »
Hi all,

I've been trying to get off porn for probably 10 years.  I know I have an addiction but it is so strong from over 33 years of use. 

I'm married to my high school sweetheart and we have been together for over 20 years.  Sex has always been good but I just recently started seeing the effects of PIED.

Last year after reading YOur brain on Porn I was able to stop for over 3 months but have not tried stopping since.

Now after reading Unchained's log I'm going to try again.
 

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