I've been fighting this fight sense mid September. Like quite a few post I've read. It starts to get easier with time. But I know that just means you can never let your guard down. The long you keep the guard up the stronger it get. I have my God and my wife by my side. Which my be a added guard . I thank them every day for stand by me. I also want to thank all my reboot family. This is a great place to read and grow stronger in the right ways.