Hi All.
I've been on here before, obviously back for more but, I basically went 6-months with a minor relapse and it felt fantastic, but I fell one moment fapping to porn seemed like a great idea and I ended up on a slippery side to rock bottom.
I'm on my third or fourth day without porn. In this moment it's not so bad but days are filled with moments and I know they can change.
But basically, I just wanted to put pen to paper and hopefully log my progress.
It took me a long time to realise this but what I have learned is that I medicate the issues porn cause by using porn. First and foremost i'm an addict and I loved that stuff, but pain leads to pain, and the temporary relive isn't enough anymore. There has to be another way.
I've been on here before, obviously back for more but, I basically went 6-months with a minor relapse and it felt fantastic, but I fell one moment fapping to porn seemed like a great idea and I ended up on a slippery side to rock bottom.
I'm on my third or fourth day without porn. In this moment it's not so bad but days are filled with moments and I know they can change.
But basically, I just wanted to put pen to paper and hopefully log my progress.
It took me a long time to realise this but what I have learned is that I medicate the issues porn cause by using porn. First and foremost i'm an addict and I loved that stuff, but pain leads to pain, and the temporary relive isn't enough anymore. There has to be another way.