uncreatedlight
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42 years old and ready to start healing from the damage sexual compulsions have caused me and the people I love for decades. The porn that interests me has gotten progressively more dehumanizing and aggressive. My cycles of masturbation and porn use have made my behavior increasingly erratic, intensifying up-and-down cycles in which I am short-tempered and irritable.
These behaviors have become a screen for alleviating early traumas and shame, and they have become maladaptive. I want to bring peace to the world and joy to those around me, so I need to change.
I am currently separated from my second wife. It has been 14 days since masturbation or porn, and I am feeling intense cravings that are overwhelming.
These behaviors have become a screen for alleviating early traumas and shame, and they have become maladaptive. I want to bring peace to the world and joy to those around me, so I need to change.
I am currently separated from my second wife. It has been 14 days since masturbation or porn, and I am feeling intense cravings that are overwhelming.