Pinky
Active Member
So guys, I thought I could give this journal thing a try. Hopefully my experience will help others, and I will also benefit from your advice.
I learned about nofap in 2013, and it was a life saver. I got a girlfriend, graduated, got a job, performed like a machine at work, got rid of my frequent depression episodes and in general felt happier and stronger the last 1.5 years than most of my life. My longest streak was 121 days (soft mode, i.e. sex was allowed).
Still
And also, many parts of my life are a mess:
I learned about nofap in 2013, and it was a life saver. I got a girlfriend, graduated, got a job, performed like a machine at work, got rid of my frequent depression episodes and in general felt happier and stronger the last 1.5 years than most of my life. My longest streak was 121 days (soft mode, i.e. sex was allowed).
Still
- I start a binge session whenever I relapse.
- I haven?t had a wet dream.
- I haven?t tried hard mode (no O) for longer than 23 days.
And also, many parts of my life are a mess:
- My social skills and social life are still underdeveloped. I guess I need a conscious effort here.
- The relationship with my girlfriend does not seem to be going anywhere. If we break up any time soon, I will use that as an opportunity for going hard mode.
- I still waste lots on facebook and news websites, and too often I cannot resist an urge to spend 12 hours playing a video game, instead of doing something more reasonable with that time.