Welcome,
I'm going to suggest a different assessment of your situation. I hope you don't mind, but I'd like to know if it sounds reasonable to you. What I would say is that you struggle with porn, but the absolute most intriguing, tempting, and exciting TYPE of porn for you is the voyeurism/creepshot stuff.
Does that sound accurate? If so, you're in quite good company. It is very common in a porn addiction to have one particular type, usually a sort of fringe type, that is what really works for you. It is very rare that someone has a full on porn addiction and only likes the most vanilla stuff that they started with. It happens, but it is rare. Sometimes it is something that is highly escalated, like gay porn (for straight guys), "tranny" porn, or something else. Sometimes it is some form of violence. Other times it is other fetishes that might have started small, but become big, like a foot fetish. Sometimes it is an otherwise normal taste that becomes exaggerated (for example: someone who is particular to butts can only be aroused by cartoonishly large butts). Maybe you had a pre-existing interest/history/curiosity with voyeurism before porn, maybe you didn't. Maybe you are still figuring that out. But, that is probably just your little hook.
Okay. So, all that said, my opinion is that you should quit porn and the voyeur stuff. I'd also add anything that feels close to the voyeur stuff. Social media maybe? Hanging out around restrooms? An addicted brain will play tricks on you, and you'll find that you start doing stuff that scratches that itch without even realizing it. I know because I've done that many times! There may be a list of things you do that scratch the voyeurism itch that aren't technically "porn". If you indulge in that stuff, it'll be a slippery slope and you'll be right back where you started.
Will you eventually act out in public? I have no idea. Escalation of porn usage and tastes and the need for that dopamine rush is a very real thing. We also get lulled into the idea that we just need to experience this or that thing, maybe to get it out of our system or to test ourselves and see what our tastes really are. I hear this story sometimes from people who visit escorts, especially seeking out fetish-driven ones. They go with the hopes that their anxiety about it will be lessened after seeing the escort, but they just keep spiraling. I think if you're capable of telling yourself that going deeper into the rabbit hole will not make you happier, more stable or more at peace with these tendencies you'll do well in avoiding them.