Day 51

I've never gone this long without PMO since I was introduced to PMO some 30+ years ago. I vividly remember the times when I thought I'd never be free from the compulsion to MO to P or P substitutes. I'm still in awe that I've broken away and stayed away for this long.


I'm happy to say that "junior" has shown signs of life over these past 51 days however, it's still been 51 days of flatline. In all honesty, I've been flatlined for years but it never stopped me from PMO'ing.

I've used the COVID-19 pandemic to my advantage. I wish all of you strength in doing the same.

Please stay sharp! I experienced couple of very strong cravings around those days couple of times, they always flattened me. Around 8 weeks is dangerous time, you are right there! Stay strong and focus on rewiring and building good habits.

I have 31 days in (today I think)...keep it up...here's to 51 for me, and 71 for you....