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I'm a 61 year old man, I have been a porn addict for 20 years. It effected all aspects of my life.
When I finally acknowledged my addiction I went online to start gathering information,,,I was blown away, I had no idea. I told my wife. She had spent years trying to figure out my ED. I found a forum for woman to share their stories, it was a devastating moment, to see the hurt I caused the person that I loved so much. I have spent our 10 years together loving and caring for her. There was nothing in me that could have ever have caused her to suffer, I loved her that much.
She is devastated and she has divorced me. My heart is broken at the loss this has caused me. I had no idea.
I write this now to acknowledge what I have done and to share with you that some men will truly see the hurt this causes, they will see. And if you and they can heal, if you can believe again, they might spend the rest of their lives making it up to you. To live to their full potential to love and care for you at a level you never had.
I am sorry,,I am sorry
When I finally acknowledged my addiction I went online to start gathering information,,,I was blown away, I had no idea. I told my wife. She had spent years trying to figure out my ED. I found a forum for woman to share their stories, it was a devastating moment, to see the hurt I caused the person that I loved so much. I have spent our 10 years together loving and caring for her. There was nothing in me that could have ever have caused her to suffer, I loved her that much.
She is devastated and she has divorced me. My heart is broken at the loss this has caused me. I had no idea.
I write this now to acknowledge what I have done and to share with you that some men will truly see the hurt this causes, they will see. And if you and they can heal, if you can believe again, they might spend the rest of their lives making it up to you. To live to their full potential to love and care for you at a level you never had.
I am sorry,,I am sorry