frustratedgaming
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Hey, so this is gonna be my journal. Not really sure how to go about this so I'm just going to throw stuff at the wall and see what sticks. I'm 23 and I've been doing PMO since I was about 12 or 13. I started noticing problems performing with women a couple years ago, and since then have become pretty shy about getting intimate with them for fear of ridicule. I still continued to PMO over that time. But as of the last year or so I've been trying (intermittently) to stop, without really dedicating myself to it. The closest I've come to really making a step was the deletion of my substantial collection of contraband last October, that only lasted about 2 weeks. Since then it has been partially rebuilt, and just yesterday destroyed once and for all. I am currently on day 1 of no PMO, and plan on making this my LAST day 1. Too optimistic? I think not, thats why they call me Captain F*cking Sunshine.