aquarius25
Respected Member
This is something that I have been becoming really aware of lately since I have been trying to make new friends in the town we moved to. One thing I am realizing is that I don't relate to other women like I used to. I feel forever changed. In some ways for the good, some maybe not so good, either way, I am different. I am not the same. Do any of you ladies feel or experience this? I feel like when I am trying to build new friendships I have less patience for small talk of nonimportance. I am not really interested in acquaintances that we call "friends". I want real friends, soul sisters. I would rather have fewer friends and have them deep-rooted than a bunch of lukewarm friends. I feel like this experience has shown me that I need support. I need people I can count on, and people I can give support to as well. I don't care for fake, I want authentic and integrity. I am just beginning to realize how rare that is in this world. I have less and less care for the opinions of others. I find I am discovering who I really am and not wanting to pretend to be something I am not, not even for a second. I am really blown away by just how strong this feeling is. This is new to me. I have always been a pretty authentic person, just in the past, I think I was more tolerable of others who weren't. Now I just don't really want to be around people like that.