Hey all,
Been reading this site and forum for a couple weeks now but just decided to post my own story tonight and ask a few questions.
I'm an upperclassmen in college with a bit of a complex situation combined with what I am fairly sure is PIED. There is a girl who I go to school with that I have been hooking up with over the last month or so. However, she is a virgin and doesn't like giving oral sex so our relationship has been mainly kissing and me pleasuring her. I am a bit nervous about taking her virginity (she told me she wants me too) for a few reasons. 1) That just scares me in general as I have never done it. 2) I'm worried my dick won't work and it will be a shitty first time for her.
To make things more complicated, a few weeks ago a girl came to my school to visit me. We had sex one night when I was drunk but another night after I had taken her out for a fancy date I couldn't hardly get an erection. It was both embarrassing and extremely frustrating and I told my self something needed to change.
It's not that I have ever had problems with this until recently. I have had a good number of sexual partners over my high school and college career without ever really experiencing PIED. I have, though, noticed that I have some of the symptoms of addiction. I have found myself masterbate simply cause I am bored and I feel myself getting into more extreme porn.
Either way, I told myself after the second girl visited that I wanted to reboot because I wanted more confidence and better performance in bed. Since then, I have M twice and just yesterday found myself looking at naked pictures of girls online. No videos but pictures which I assume isn't quite as bad but not helpful to a reboot so I'm considering that a partial relapse.
I'm determined to free myself from the bonds that porn has put on my life by making me conscious of my performance in bed. I will be seeing the girl from out of town when I go home for thanksgiving and I really want to be able to successfully perform in bed.
I do have a question based on how to interact with this girl until I see her. She is constantly sending me sexual text messages and pictures. I don't want to tell her to stop it because I think she would take that as strange and that I am not interested in her. What do you guys think about how to handle that?
I appreciate any advice and support you guys can offer.
Been reading this site and forum for a couple weeks now but just decided to post my own story tonight and ask a few questions.
I'm an upperclassmen in college with a bit of a complex situation combined with what I am fairly sure is PIED. There is a girl who I go to school with that I have been hooking up with over the last month or so. However, she is a virgin and doesn't like giving oral sex so our relationship has been mainly kissing and me pleasuring her. I am a bit nervous about taking her virginity (she told me she wants me too) for a few reasons. 1) That just scares me in general as I have never done it. 2) I'm worried my dick won't work and it will be a shitty first time for her.
To make things more complicated, a few weeks ago a girl came to my school to visit me. We had sex one night when I was drunk but another night after I had taken her out for a fancy date I couldn't hardly get an erection. It was both embarrassing and extremely frustrating and I told my self something needed to change.
It's not that I have ever had problems with this until recently. I have had a good number of sexual partners over my high school and college career without ever really experiencing PIED. I have, though, noticed that I have some of the symptoms of addiction. I have found myself masterbate simply cause I am bored and I feel myself getting into more extreme porn.
Either way, I told myself after the second girl visited that I wanted to reboot because I wanted more confidence and better performance in bed. Since then, I have M twice and just yesterday found myself looking at naked pictures of girls online. No videos but pictures which I assume isn't quite as bad but not helpful to a reboot so I'm considering that a partial relapse.
I'm determined to free myself from the bonds that porn has put on my life by making me conscious of my performance in bed. I will be seeing the girl from out of town when I go home for thanksgiving and I really want to be able to successfully perform in bed.
I do have a question based on how to interact with this girl until I see her. She is constantly sending me sexual text messages and pictures. I don't want to tell her to stop it because I think she would take that as strange and that I am not interested in her. What do you guys think about how to handle that?
I appreciate any advice and support you guys can offer.