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Re: 48 days hard mode half time
« Reply #475 on: March 19, 2017, 12:33:22 AM »
Day 50: Thanks for your Kind post.

Actually living without porn is an achievable Thing.

I have "emotioanally" decided to stick to this because I am doing it for my children. I said this earlier, but it is important I think I would Have lost my respect for my dad if I had seen him watch porn all the time. Porn should not Play an important role in life. But thanks to porn we see how powerful Habits are and how they can Change the brain structure. It is true because also this writing here is Habit forming. Even If I stopped writing here, I do not think I would Forget about writing here.

Anyways I have had no thoughts whatsover about porn recently.  I only notice real life women more and often wonder why I spent so much time on porn when I was Young.


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Re: 48 days hard mode half time
« Reply #476 on: March 20, 2017, 02:33:04 AM »
day 51: my advise for everyone is to spend more time with other men! Do not think about women! I have no issues at the Moment.

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Re: 52 days hard mode half time
« Reply #477 on: March 21, 2017, 03:22:52 AM »
day 52: I am doing work out every morning and in the evening I am reading up a lot on "man literature". The reason why I was here I think it is because I want to behave more male like. Jerking off is pussy like.

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Re: 53 days hard mode half time
« Reply #478 on: March 22, 2017, 01:52:12 AM »
Day 53: Things are calm. I just like it having no shame!

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Re: 54 days hard mode half time
« Reply #479 on: March 23, 2017, 02:35:47 AM »
Day 54: the secret seems very simple. I do not watch any porn, I do not have any Symptoms whatsover. yesterday I thought one Minute about it. but that is all. rebootnation is one step in becoming more of a true man! Man does not mean being macho and getting laid all the time, but being somebody who is responsible and stands up for himself and faces emotional issues. and does not give a fuck about expectations of other People.

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Re: 55 days hard mode half time
« Reply #480 on: March 24, 2017, 01:16:50 AM »
Day 55: no issues. I do it for my children. This is my main Motivation.

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Re: 56 days hard mode half time
« Reply #481 on: March 25, 2017, 10:10:25 AM »
Day 56: no the slightest interest in porn at the Moment. It is life build on lies.  What good does it do? something also opened up my eyes: Just be a man, act like a man and stand up for yourself.

Also, I am doing pushups in the Mornings. It is useless but still fun to do! I do it until my arms hurt and I want to break down.

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Re: 57 days hard mode half time
« Reply #482 on: March 26, 2017, 01:14:04 AM »
Day 57: I am happy to not wasting any time on porn anymore. I did a lot of push ups yesterday instead.

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Re: 57 days hard mode half time/ face the real world
« Reply #483 on: March 26, 2017, 01:04:17 PM »
the reason why we watch porn is because we did not learn to how sleep with women in real life! we do not go out anymore. It is a Little bit pathetic. But my own wordings sounds negative. And love and hate are Close together. So again, my Goal is to be completely indifferent about porn.

My only regret is that I did not start sobering up at least 10 years ago. how many hours were wasted on nothing! Really sad. But better a restart now than never. So I am deeply committed to this reboot.

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Re: 58 days hard mode half time/ face the real world
« Reply #484 on: March 27, 2017, 01:43:25 AM »
Day 58: I am watching and reading about male literature. The reason why we are here is a lot of because of our education. Playing PC Games and Porn is something very passive. We are not doing something. And this is why it is so comfortable. We do not Need to fight for a cause. But this is not the real life.

I have had no issues lately.

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Re: 58 days hard mode half time/ face the real world
« Reply #485 on: April 04, 2017, 06:21:26 PM »
Yo, where'd you go?
PMO free since Mar 12, 2016

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Re: 58 days hard mode half time/ face the real world
« Reply #486 on: April 20, 2017, 05:09:25 AM »
Hi everyone. I have not been online for a Long time because I want to Things from a different angle. Also focusing on rebooting doesnt work. I have been fine in the mean time. My message for everyone is: do not beat yourself up and stay firm with your beliefs.

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Re: 58 days hard mode half time/ face the real world
« Reply #487 on: July 01, 2017, 10:04:52 AM »
Hello Everyone,

I have not been online for a Long time. I have not relapsed on pornographic material.

It is a good/sad truth: life without porn is a life without shame! It is a life without thinking that I Need some therapeutic help. When I do not watch porn, my brain is more active, I do not feel like a victim. It is a better life.

Keep up your efforts.

I hope it stays that way.

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Re: 58 days hard mode half time/ face the real world
« Reply #488 on: July 04, 2017, 02:38:33 PM »
Keep going man, I'm proud of you and your efforts  :)
"Learn to hate porn. You will never destroy an enemy you embrace."

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Re: 58 days hard mode half time/ face the real world
« Reply #489 on: July 08, 2017, 01:25:53 PM »
Hello everyone.

It is been a Long time that I watched porn. I never watched it again. It must be some time now. I do know the difference now.
When I watch porn, I feel something evil is dragging me. Something is pulling me down. But my message to you all is to not let yourself be pulled by some Forces.

Also: sometimes thinking too much about reboot is not good. Get a real life. Get laid. Get married. Or do something else. Key is to DO SOMETHING. Watching porn is the most passive Thing ever.

I hope it is gone forever now.

So Stay strong.

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Re: Successful reboot?
« Reply #490 on: July 10, 2017, 04:46:43 AM »
It seems weird, but at the Moment there is not the slightest urge and longing for porn. What amazes more than ever, I think my brain seems like 50% better than before. I am thinking extremely clearly. Under the influence of porn, I do not think very clearly. Anyways I hope this time It is staying forever now. It really seems a better world.  Orgasm wise it is the same. Porn orgasm is no better than normal orgasm.

Everyone good luck here.

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Re: Successful reboot?
« Reply #491 on: August 12, 2017, 04:25:13 AM »
Stupidly enough, I did it again this week. I moed to p.  For safety, I will write here again. 

I was annoyed with one Thing and it triggered the porn reaction.

I am not recrying now but I have to refocus again and get my Attention again towards sobriety and why I want to be free. Mainly because of more self-respect.

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Re: Successful reboot?
« Reply #492 on: August 12, 2017, 07:23:12 AM »
Also: Porn kills any productivity and makes life less interesting.

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Re: Successful reboot?
« Reply #493 on: August 12, 2017, 05:11:03 PM »
Man this rebooting thing is so hard. Your previous post said you were not even thinking about it and then out of nowhere this thing comes out to bite you. But we don't have a choice, we need to fight!







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Re: Successful reboot?
« Reply #494 on: August 14, 2017, 06:21:31 AM »
Hey mate - sorry to hear about the relapse. Hope you can get straight back on your streak.

Yeah - it's so hard battling against our own brain. 'I don't want to relapse, I just relapsed.' But other's have done it before us, and we've proven we can do it for long stretches. We will do it.