KinkySpider
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So May 15th was my first day in a long time that I went without porn. I dont really expect that I'll have all that much trouble staying away now that I have a reason to. There were several times in the past that I'd try and give up porn, but would eventually just be like "why am i doing this?" But now that I've discovered so many other men with the same problem, and that have fixed that problem i think it will be pretty easy to stay on track.
Keeping myself from fantasizing though? That may be a little bit more difficult but so far I've been doing alright.
Like I've said in another post, what has me worried is that my involvement in the BDSM scene is going to stop me from really making progress. I almost never masturbate thinking about the stuff I do or see at the parties and think i can avoid doing so in the future but will just seeing people doing kinky things hold me back? I dunno. I can't give it up though, it's almost my entire social circle and the only thing i really have to look forward to in my life.
Keeping myself from fantasizing though? That may be a little bit more difficult but so far I've been doing alright.
Like I've said in another post, what has me worried is that my involvement in the BDSM scene is going to stop me from really making progress. I almost never masturbate thinking about the stuff I do or see at the parties and think i can avoid doing so in the future but will just seeing people doing kinky things hold me back? I dunno. I can't give it up though, it's almost my entire social circle and the only thing i really have to look forward to in my life.