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Mathgreen

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Hello Warriors

I want to give my depoiment.

I Started watching porn regular about 16 years old. This and other bad habits like smoking weed and drinking too much alchool and a lot of video game and online games.
Some years Ago, when i was 19 Years old i got my first girldfriend and had sex by the first time. I thot i was different because i could had sex during your hour without orgasm (i bavery i barely knew this was a symptom). Mounths later i started to loose libido and fuction).
I got very depressed, my relationship was ruined. So i started to visit thouseds of doctors searching for a cure or something like this until find Gabe Deem (YOU ARE MY HERO). After this, all made sense.
I started a fight against my old habits, but the recovery was very very very slow.

At the begining i could not hang without porn many days, I failed many times. With 6 mounts i had my first sweat dream.

After i head not reagular morning woods, big flatlines. I passed 2016, 2017 without having sex. Some people just can see god when you Fell too deep, i Did. In this period i was affraid of girls because i felt very shame of me. I got alone of anyone i just liked to stay with my family, my life was just studying, working and family. no Friends or girls. It was a very hard time.

Last year i decided to go out and deal with the problem. I knew some girls, i had thousends of fails and some kind of sucess. And i Learned that my brain needed woman contact. As more i had or tryed had sex more things became. I am not gonna lie, last year i took some blue pilules (viagra) it help a little to reach conffident, but i couldnt be depended on that.

This year i avoided viagra, i had just some fails, but things are getting better and better. I can have sex even with condoms and somethings i can orgasm with condoms (THATS WONDERFUL FOR ME).

I have morning wood 3 times a week, sometimes i still have flatlines and i am in theese 4 years of recovery now i am 103 WITHOUT MPO and i got a girlfriend.

So, the secret is: God, Family, Health Habits, Work Hard, Study Hard
Avoid: Toxic friends, online games, weed, alchool

Any doubts you can ask me.

SORRY FOR BAD ENGLISH I AM A BRAZILLIAN GUY THAT IS STILL LEARNING.



 
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