Diesel driver
Active Member
Hi,
this is Diesel Driver. Long time no see!
I'm not new to this forum. A month ago I had decided to take a break from visiting rnation or any other no PMO or nofap board. Thought it could help me focus on something more pleasent.
I got better indeed. I would often wake up with hard boners. Of course I was thrilled to see the progress but I got cocky I guess, literally. At first I started feeling my penis up and down, just with the tips of my fingers. Then I would add fantasy about things I was looking forward to do with my healed member. I started edging soon and my thoughts became pornier after a while. Eventually I fapped. It no bad effect immadiately, so I did it again. Unfortunately I didn't think about what I was doing and soon I was sitting in front of my computer having edgefests to my old favorite clips.
Now I feel crushed, tired and unworthy. I thought nothing of having a fap occasionally, the result: 2 weeks of fapping twice per day on the average, sometimes with porn. I really got back to my old habits but this must stop.
I'm gonna set the rules once again.
[list type=decimal]
[*]No porn.
[*]No substitutes for porn. Unexpected exposures have to be avoided and ignored.
[*]No fantasizing. Sexual thoughts have to be blocked. Persisting sexual thoughts have to be blocked again.
[*]No touching. The penis must not be touched except while urinating, washing or preparing to penetrate a real girl.
[*]No stroking or tugging.
[*]Respect the penis. No referring to it as dick, weener, thing, junk etc. It is a penis and a precious part of the body.
[*]No self pity
[*]Breaking any rule leads to a reset of the no PMO counter
[/list]
I will report from time to time. Forgive me for messing up. Things will be different from now on.
this is Diesel Driver. Long time no see!
I'm not new to this forum. A month ago I had decided to take a break from visiting rnation or any other no PMO or nofap board. Thought it could help me focus on something more pleasent.
I got better indeed. I would often wake up with hard boners. Of course I was thrilled to see the progress but I got cocky I guess, literally. At first I started feeling my penis up and down, just with the tips of my fingers. Then I would add fantasy about things I was looking forward to do with my healed member. I started edging soon and my thoughts became pornier after a while. Eventually I fapped. It no bad effect immadiately, so I did it again. Unfortunately I didn't think about what I was doing and soon I was sitting in front of my computer having edgefests to my old favorite clips.
Now I feel crushed, tired and unworthy. I thought nothing of having a fap occasionally, the result: 2 weeks of fapping twice per day on the average, sometimes with porn. I really got back to my old habits but this must stop.
I'm gonna set the rules once again.
[list type=decimal]
[*]No porn.
[*]No substitutes for porn. Unexpected exposures have to be avoided and ignored.
[*]No fantasizing. Sexual thoughts have to be blocked. Persisting sexual thoughts have to be blocked again.
[*]No touching. The penis must not be touched except while urinating, washing or preparing to penetrate a real girl.
[*]No stroking or tugging.
[*]Respect the penis. No referring to it as dick, weener, thing, junk etc. It is a penis and a precious part of the body.
[*]No self pity
[*]Breaking any rule leads to a reset of the no PMO counter
[/list]
I will report from time to time. Forgive me for messing up. Things will be different from now on.