fapstranaut02
Active Member
Good days Sirs, fapstranaut02 reporting for duty.
Below is my story:
I discovered P at of 14, I remember the excitement and the heart thumping so quickly that I feel so alive. I frequent P site a lot and not long after that, I learned how to M and achieved my first O. After that, I PMO on average 3 times per day, sometimes it went as far as 5, sometimes I edge for hours and hours just to find the best material. I was young, I didn't know the potential devastating effect from over PMO. There was no education or knowledge regarding this topic, everyone did it and deemed it as normal. I had no gf, I used up a lot of my time to PMO, I was drown in pleasure. This continued for for 8 years.
At 22 years old, I was M-ing one night and trying to find a way to last longer. I remember searching on youtube and kegel exercises was recommended until I came across Gabe Deem's video. The video caught my attention and showed me something I wished someone told me years ago, M may be good and healthy, but excessive M and P is gonna fk you up real good. I remember my penis was limp, no reaction to touch whatsoever, I was M-ing just to get some stimulation.
I first realized I have PIED when I
1) could not have an erection without P
2) could not erect based on touch alone
3) could not maintain my erection when I'm standing upright.
I have a serious P addiction. Since then, it was a on/off journey trying to rid P of my life, the longest I ever did was 2 months and I slipped back into the cycle.
I was so ashamed when I had the chance for sex, I could not get my penis to erect.
I am 26 years old now, it's been 4 years now since I realized my P addiction issue. At some point, I gave up and accepted maybe I will just live with it for the rest of my life. But if I let myself walk down this road, I know I will ruin my future, not just because of the poor performance in sexual activity, but also because I spent too much time on P, I wasted my life on it, there's no productivity, no energy, no emotions, I'm just alone and empty after the deed.
I feel as though I'm living but not living...
Today is day 0, I am aiming to keep no P, no M, no stimulation in any form and no O. My ultimate goal is to be healthy, have a life outside of my PC screen.
Below is my story:
I discovered P at of 14, I remember the excitement and the heart thumping so quickly that I feel so alive. I frequent P site a lot and not long after that, I learned how to M and achieved my first O. After that, I PMO on average 3 times per day, sometimes it went as far as 5, sometimes I edge for hours and hours just to find the best material. I was young, I didn't know the potential devastating effect from over PMO. There was no education or knowledge regarding this topic, everyone did it and deemed it as normal. I had no gf, I used up a lot of my time to PMO, I was drown in pleasure. This continued for for 8 years.
At 22 years old, I was M-ing one night and trying to find a way to last longer. I remember searching on youtube and kegel exercises was recommended until I came across Gabe Deem's video. The video caught my attention and showed me something I wished someone told me years ago, M may be good and healthy, but excessive M and P is gonna fk you up real good. I remember my penis was limp, no reaction to touch whatsoever, I was M-ing just to get some stimulation.
I first realized I have PIED when I
1) could not have an erection without P
2) could not erect based on touch alone
3) could not maintain my erection when I'm standing upright.
I have a serious P addiction. Since then, it was a on/off journey trying to rid P of my life, the longest I ever did was 2 months and I slipped back into the cycle.
I was so ashamed when I had the chance for sex, I could not get my penis to erect.
I am 26 years old now, it's been 4 years now since I realized my P addiction issue. At some point, I gave up and accepted maybe I will just live with it for the rest of my life. But if I let myself walk down this road, I know I will ruin my future, not just because of the poor performance in sexual activity, but also because I spent too much time on P, I wasted my life on it, there's no productivity, no energy, no emotions, I'm just alone and empty after the deed.
I feel as though I'm living but not living...
Today is day 0, I am aiming to keep no P, no M, no stimulation in any form and no O. My ultimate goal is to be healthy, have a life outside of my PC screen.