Hello,
I am posting here because I need to hear from a porn addict.
I am a spouse of a porn addict. We have been fighting his battle for 6 years. He says he?s come so far. My response is ?no, you?ve not been honest with me once so you?ve not come far at all?.
To me it?s the lies, not the porn at this point. He?s in group and one on one.
I?m now sleeping on the couch.
This morning he told me that I?m the only woman he wants. He ?doesn?t know? when I ask him ?then why can?t you stop lusting after 100s of other women??
I?m everything to him and he?s everything to me. I?m getting ready to revenge cheat which I?ve never done but I?m so so low at this point.
Why do you need other women when you have a perfect partner at home?
Can someone here tell me? I?m so broken, my only answer that I?ve made up since he doesn?t know why is that I?m not really what he wants and he?s just fooling himself by being with me, he desires our love but needs larger breasts and young women for his sexual needs. He wants the best of 2 worlds and that makes me want to throw up now.
I?ve never had anyone settle for me. I feel like he is so I want to leave because I cannot get one reasonable explanation. Maybe with a reasonable explanation I can believe that porn is an addiction, but I will never believe that lies are an addiction.
He?s never once volunteered the truth. I have to verbally beat him up and then he comes clean. I do not raise my voice usually. I?m so so tired of this hamster wheel.
I would love an answer from someone who has this addiction - why it?s an addiction. Do you want these other ladies because your wife isn?t enough? Help me understand.
I am posting here because I need to hear from a porn addict.
I am a spouse of a porn addict. We have been fighting his battle for 6 years. He says he?s come so far. My response is ?no, you?ve not been honest with me once so you?ve not come far at all?.
To me it?s the lies, not the porn at this point. He?s in group and one on one.
I?m now sleeping on the couch.
This morning he told me that I?m the only woman he wants. He ?doesn?t know? when I ask him ?then why can?t you stop lusting after 100s of other women??
I?m everything to him and he?s everything to me. I?m getting ready to revenge cheat which I?ve never done but I?m so so low at this point.
Why do you need other women when you have a perfect partner at home?
Can someone here tell me? I?m so broken, my only answer that I?ve made up since he doesn?t know why is that I?m not really what he wants and he?s just fooling himself by being with me, he desires our love but needs larger breasts and young women for his sexual needs. He wants the best of 2 worlds and that makes me want to throw up now.
I?ve never had anyone settle for me. I feel like he is so I want to leave because I cannot get one reasonable explanation. Maybe with a reasonable explanation I can believe that porn is an addiction, but I will never believe that lies are an addiction.
He?s never once volunteered the truth. I have to verbally beat him up and then he comes clean. I do not raise my voice usually. I?m so so tired of this hamster wheel.
I would love an answer from someone who has this addiction - why it?s an addiction. Do you want these other ladies because your wife isn?t enough? Help me understand.