Life of relapsed rebooter

Do or die

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hi friends
i am here for 2 years now. i just relapsed after 30 days of reboot.
i did 4 times pmo. i am feeling very guilty about myself.
i am 15 years old when i first saw porn. from that age i am addicted.
now i want to stop but i am unable what should i do.
 

Do or die

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90 days challenge for changing my life:
Day 1 at 8 feb
Completed success fully.
Feeling very well to have a success at first day because its the most difficult phase.

Day 2
This day also completed.

 
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changemylife

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Do or die said:
90 days challenge for changing my life:
Day 1 at 8 feb
Completed success fully.
Feeling very well to have a success at first day because its the most difficult phase.

Day 2
This day also completed.
We are kind of in the same place. This is Day 2 for me. Maybe we should go on for 1 month.
 

Do or die

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changemylife said:
Do or die said:
90 days challenge for changing my life:
Day 1 at 8 feb
Completed success fully.
Feeling very well to have a success at first day because its the most difficult phase.

Day 2
This day also completed.
We are kind of in the same place. This is Day 2 for me. Maybe we should go on for 1 month.
yes my friend .
 

Do or die

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I am 21 year old. I decided to quit porn because of anexity and depression. I have social anexity problem. I tried so many things to overcome it . and one day I accidentally found this site. And learned that my problems is because of my porn use so I decided to quit.

day 1
brain fog affecting my study. unable to study. my university exams are near. this is the biggest damage done by pmo to myself. i promise myself that from today i never thought about PMO. i am sorry to myself. i never think about the bad effect of pmo on my helth. but there is one hope that this is will changed . rebooting is the best remedy.
 
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changemylife

Guest
Do or die said:
I am 21 year old. I decided to quit porn because of anexity and depression. I have social anexity problem. I tried so many things to overcome it . and one day I accidentally found this site. And learned that my problems is because of my porn use so I decided to quit.

day 1
brain fog affecting my study. unable to study. my university exams are near. this is the biggest damage done by pmo to myself. i promise myself that from today i never thought about PMO. i am sorry to myself. i never think about the bad effect of pmo on my helth. but there is one hope that this is will changed . rebooting is the best remedy.
After I binge, I'm fucked up for a few days. Low mood for doing things.
 

Do or die

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I have 6 years of relapse cycles. I wasted my whole college life. Everyone has best days when they are in college but i have social anexity , PMO , headaches , sexual thoughts in mind for whole day. I never enjoyed my life in this years. I am never in sexual relationship with any girl. I was losed my girlfriend because of this addiction. Before this addiction i am a bright student in academics.
But now i am worst student of my class. I am now serious about my addiction.
Today i read noah charch story . that motivated me now.
I advice you all to first fully learn about porn addiction and then start.
 

blueRaccoon

Active Member
If it helps you, I am a 23-year-old virgin, PMO'd my way through college. The college life was not that sexual for me and it was the same for most of the guys. I feel these things are overly hyped by the movies and the sex-factor depends on the college, city, and country you are. Some places are more conservative than others. And brother you are 21 years, you have just stepped in your 20s now. Things will happen at their own pace, you are not gonna die a virgin. Judging by whatever you have said, you do realize P has affected our lives pretty badly. Take that as lesson and work to be free from this addiction.
 

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After 16 days today i completed day 1 successfully.
Yesterday night i have urges. And sleeped at 12 am. But i now know that this all are withdrawls. From today i am going to regular gym. This can really helped me in my past.
Now i stepped out step1 of my life
 

Do or die

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Day 1
Started with whole knowledge of relapse and rebooting. Fully ready for reboot.
Doing daily 1 hour exercise.
Doing daily meditation.
Doing daily keep rebooting meditation session.

day 2
did not have any bigger urges but tired all day. have mind fog whole day.
 

Do or die

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day 1
relapsed yesterday night.
i think there is a strong connection of neural pathways made in my mind.
because of that i am relapsing to emotional, fear , sleeping triggers.
i am unable to sleep at let night.
i think its a hard withdrawals started now.
to overcome anexity , fear and emotional stress doing meditation daily.

from today going to be free from it for whole life.
 

Do or die

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Day 3
did exercise.
25% mind fog is there today.
now slowly my focus is going on my studies. my concentration is increasing rapidly.
 
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