Hello everyone, I am a 21 year old Indian citizen who is suffering from some serious cases of PIED and PE. I started watching porn from the age of 13. I continued watching it until I got to the point where I could get no solid erection with my partner. I got chance to have sex with a real girl at the age of 18 but I failed terribly. That time I didn't knew what was wrong with me. I thought it would be performance anxiety. After that, I got many chances but I failed every single time. Due to frustration and fear, I left all my previous girlfriends just because I couldn't perform with them on bed.
I used to watch porn after every two or three days or sometimes daily and used to masturbate while watching it. My average frequency of masturbating to porn was 8-10 times per month. I did this for 7 long years uptill 18th March 2017 when I came to know that I was suffering from Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction. I have had several sexual experiences in the past but there are not many occasions to be remembered and feel happy about it. (because i never really got 100% erect anytime, I lost my virginity with a semi erect penis only.)
To cut the long story short, Today it's been more than a year since I have started my No Fap journey. In the past year I have never relapsed, not even a single time. The only orgasms I had, was through either by wet dream or while being around with my girlfriend. I have stopped using social sites since last six months. From September 2017 to February 2018 I went on a 151 days hard mode, where I didn't ejaculated even with my partner. But in the last one and a half year, everytime I had sex i did it with my half erect penis. I don't even remember last time when I got a fully 100% erect penis.
After waiting for this long and pushing myself through the dark I still can't have fully successful sex, I don't have morning woods at all, After every orgasm with my partner I go straight into flatline.
I am in a long distance relationship with my girlfriend. we don't meet much. what should I do to rewire?
I have read many success stories on different forums, People who goes on a hard mode for 5 months or more atleast they get their morning woods back and get hard enough to penetrate in.
But here I am totally devastated. I think i am still at the point where i started my journey, a year ago. Somebody please help me, Tell me What should i do to get my life back on track and live happily as a healthy man with a fully functional organs.
Thank You.
I used to watch porn after every two or three days or sometimes daily and used to masturbate while watching it. My average frequency of masturbating to porn was 8-10 times per month. I did this for 7 long years uptill 18th March 2017 when I came to know that I was suffering from Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction. I have had several sexual experiences in the past but there are not many occasions to be remembered and feel happy about it. (because i never really got 100% erect anytime, I lost my virginity with a semi erect penis only.)
To cut the long story short, Today it's been more than a year since I have started my No Fap journey. In the past year I have never relapsed, not even a single time. The only orgasms I had, was through either by wet dream or while being around with my girlfriend. I have stopped using social sites since last six months. From September 2017 to February 2018 I went on a 151 days hard mode, where I didn't ejaculated even with my partner. But in the last one and a half year, everytime I had sex i did it with my half erect penis. I don't even remember last time when I got a fully 100% erect penis.
After waiting for this long and pushing myself through the dark I still can't have fully successful sex, I don't have morning woods at all, After every orgasm with my partner I go straight into flatline.
I am in a long distance relationship with my girlfriend. we don't meet much. what should I do to rewire?
I have read many success stories on different forums, People who goes on a hard mode for 5 months or more atleast they get their morning woods back and get hard enough to penetrate in.
But here I am totally devastated. I think i am still at the point where i started my journey, a year ago. Somebody please help me, Tell me What should i do to get my life back on track and live happily as a healthy man with a fully functional organs.
Thank You.
