57yrold
Active Member
I haven't looked at porn since September 15th.
I've had three nights fooling around with my wife where I did MO (with her), but I've decided I should have started with hardmode, so No P, No M, and No O for at least 90 days, or longer, if my ED/DE is still a problem. I'm sure I can do this.
My question to everyone here is in regards to confidence.
I'm absolutely confident that I won't watch porn again. I've had no desire, and I can't imagine a relapse. Not going to happen.
No, it's confidence in the reboot that's seriously lacking.
Right now, with my shitty mood, low libido, and shriveled up, dead penis, I'm 99.9% positive this isn't going to work. I'm not going to get my erections back. I would bet money on this....
Does that matter? I feel like I should be all gung ho about how great a reboot is, and how wonderful things are going to be after I come out the other side, but I just don't.
Right now all I feel is pessimism and frustration.
Does it matter if I feel like this isn't going to work?
Thanks for your thoughts and suggestions.
I've had three nights fooling around with my wife where I did MO (with her), but I've decided I should have started with hardmode, so No P, No M, and No O for at least 90 days, or longer, if my ED/DE is still a problem. I'm sure I can do this.
My question to everyone here is in regards to confidence.
I'm absolutely confident that I won't watch porn again. I've had no desire, and I can't imagine a relapse. Not going to happen.
No, it's confidence in the reboot that's seriously lacking.
Right now, with my shitty mood, low libido, and shriveled up, dead penis, I'm 99.9% positive this isn't going to work. I'm not going to get my erections back. I would bet money on this....
Does that matter? I feel like I should be all gung ho about how great a reboot is, and how wonderful things are going to be after I come out the other side, but I just don't.
Right now all I feel is pessimism and frustration.
Does it matter if I feel like this isn't going to work?
Thanks for your thoughts and suggestions.