Hello Everyone! I'm currently 19, and have been struggling with porn for about 6-7 years now. It all started when i was 13, which was around the time I had gotten my first phone(which was heavily used, but not for calling...). Since then I would spend hours a day browsing pornography and masturbating 2-3 daily with it, often dedicating whole evenings after school trying to find the "perfect" video. Eventually, my tastes turned more and more extreme, to the point of no longer being aroused by vanilla/softcore stuff. Usually leading me to be disappointed in myself during the post-nut clarity phase. I believe this habit has caused/contributed to my:
* Constant drowsiness
*Brain fog
*Desensitization
*Loss of attraction to real girls
Luckily, I stumbled upon sites like Nofap and YourBrainOnPorn a couple years ago and realized that porn was the possible culprit all along. With this new found knowledge I have been through countless little streaks and a few large ones(my longest being almost 3 months), but each one has ultimately led to a relapse. I've had enough. My birthday is coming up in a few months and I don't want to take this habit into my 20's, which is why I've created this journal to hopefully set me on the right path.
Consider this DAY 0:
* Constant drowsiness
*Brain fog
*Desensitization
*Loss of attraction to real girls
Luckily, I stumbled upon sites like Nofap and YourBrainOnPorn a couple years ago and realized that porn was the possible culprit all along. With this new found knowledge I have been through countless little streaks and a few large ones(my longest being almost 3 months), but each one has ultimately led to a relapse. I've had enough. My birthday is coming up in a few months and I don't want to take this habit into my 20's, which is why I've created this journal to hopefully set me on the right path.
Consider this DAY 0:
