Not sure I?m doing this right, but whatever...
I?m a classic example of circumstance perverting innocence. That is to say, my first encounter with naked women on the internet happened when I was 8. It was a complete accident. My friend and I were searching up Gogo?s Crazy Bones in our elementary school?s computer lab and inadvertently accessed pictures of strippers and gogo dancers. I had no idea what these things were at the time and I hadn?t reached puberty yet, so I thought nothing of it...
Fast forward two years and I am now 10. I?m starting to look at girls differently, and one night, while I?m researching a project I remember those pictures from two years ago...
I think we?ve all experienced various versions of this story and know that pictures became videos, and videos became increasingly extreme as time went on.
I am 16 now, and I have already been watching porn for almost 7 years of my life. That?s pretty fucked up. However, I take full responsibility for my addiction. I made a choice to search for strippers six years ago, and I made a choice to keep searching for more extreme adult content. But it needs to stop.
A year ago a friend of mine took his own life and I fell into a bad place. I, for the first time, started neglecting school work and friends, to masturbate multiple times a day. I became not only addicted to porn, but a chronic-masturbator.
I might as well mention this now, because I?ll probably talk about this a lot: I am a high level athlete. My addictions are now jeopardizing my ability to obtain scholarships because I have neglected my training.
I?m going to end it here. Hopefully this wasn?t too much doom and gloom. I?m happy to answer questions, and if you have any advice - posting on the forum, abstinence, criticism - I?m more than willing to listen.
I?m a classic example of circumstance perverting innocence. That is to say, my first encounter with naked women on the internet happened when I was 8. It was a complete accident. My friend and I were searching up Gogo?s Crazy Bones in our elementary school?s computer lab and inadvertently accessed pictures of strippers and gogo dancers. I had no idea what these things were at the time and I hadn?t reached puberty yet, so I thought nothing of it...
Fast forward two years and I am now 10. I?m starting to look at girls differently, and one night, while I?m researching a project I remember those pictures from two years ago...
I think we?ve all experienced various versions of this story and know that pictures became videos, and videos became increasingly extreme as time went on.
I am 16 now, and I have already been watching porn for almost 7 years of my life. That?s pretty fucked up. However, I take full responsibility for my addiction. I made a choice to search for strippers six years ago, and I made a choice to keep searching for more extreme adult content. But it needs to stop.
A year ago a friend of mine took his own life and I fell into a bad place. I, for the first time, started neglecting school work and friends, to masturbate multiple times a day. I became not only addicted to porn, but a chronic-masturbator.
I might as well mention this now, because I?ll probably talk about this a lot: I am a high level athlete. My addictions are now jeopardizing my ability to obtain scholarships because I have neglected my training.
I?m going to end it here. Hopefully this wasn?t too much doom and gloom. I?m happy to answer questions, and if you have any advice - posting on the forum, abstinence, criticism - I?m more than willing to listen.