relapse after 102 days... do i have any progress ?

Hello Guys... I've been here and trying to reeboting for the last 9 mounths.
as many that come here already know, i am 23yo, apparently healthy, eat health, exercise reguraly, etc..

MY symptoms when i started here: No Morning Wood, Cant mantain an erection,  I can not activate an erection, and no libido anymore.

My Best Reebot since now 102 days: At Last these 102 days, i notice  3 nocturnal emission (an involuntary ejaculation of semen during sleep.)one at day 40, second day 70 and 3 at day 90. And some ocsasional weak morning woods (10 in 10 days or more).

Question: this nocturnal emission involuntary seems to be a progress ??
Beucase,  it appears to be very little by the time I'm trying to reebot.

someone went through something similar in relation to time and progress of the process and then still managed to recover?
I see many success stories, but stories of people who took so long, gabe own one of the worst stories in 9 months was completely healed, I did morning wood presents ... So please if someone has passed by something, my reasons, or tell me a bit, I feel very lonely, hopeless.

i dont know what is happened with me

ps: since i started reebot I never watched porn again.

math forum, I read your post carefully but I'm a little confused... did you relapse with porn after 102 days?

From my own experience I can say that it is possible to get back on your feet quickly after a relapse, and it didn't seem to ruin my recovery. I don't know if that will help you feel less alone and lonely, but I hope so

CrazyGopher said:

math forum, I read your post carefully but I'm a little confused... did you relapse with porn after 102 days?

From my own experience I can say that it is possible to get back on your feet quickly after a relapse, and it didn't seem to ruin my recovery. I don't know if that will help you feel less alone and lonely, but I hope so

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Not with porn, but i got orgasm intentionally.
Recover is really hard for me... Low improvents make me tired.

Have you tried rewiring with a real girl? That would include cuddling and kissing etc. Can you get an erection from those activities? If yes, then that's great progress and I would try to go all the way (have sex) next. Just my opinion though.