A New Dawn

Hey Guys It's my first time writing on here. I've been going through other rebooters stories and success stories and all I can say is we're gonna come out of this okay. My story is the same as everyone's I became an addict in middle school and now I am a junior in college and still up to the same cycle. I really do wanna quit and this is the first step I am taking to recovery. I wish us all quick recovery as we battle through this together .
 

Stiffy

Active Member
I?m happy to be your accountability partner. I?m not entirely sure how that would work though. Send me a PM.
 
Day 1

Today was a really busy day for me. I did not think t about porn. I took a quiz today for college Calculus 2 class and I hope i aced it.
I did go online to watch more videos about the effects of porn on my brain, so I guess it was a productive day.
 
Day 2
Today was the same as any other. I got a job with the school Debate team as a moderator. I did not look at porn as well I restricted ,y phone from viewing adult content and had someone add the password, I uninstalled Microsoft edge from my computer an added fortified filters to my google chrome. I don't have the passwords to any of the filters and nobody will give their devices cause I made them promise never to for any reason. I have a lot of support from my friends; they check up on me and never leave my side until I ask them to go. I feel good about this. Also watched more videos of steps to quitting PMO.
 
Day 3

I really need to get off the computer because the urges are getting more intense. luckily, I have no access to p**** on my laptop. Today was a great day however, I felt relieved the entire day and even though I have a heavy course load this semester I feel like this journey on which I have embarked is making everything easier. Wish y'all all the best till tomorrow.
 
Day 4

The day has not ended, but I feel like writing will take my mind off the feeling. I can not think clearly, and I feel the urge growing more intense. I will fight this.
 
Day 1

I don't think I took this recovery journey as importantly as I should have. I relapsed twice these past few days. I am starting over again this time with confidence and steadfastness. Lets do this.
 
Day 1 OCt 16
I relapsed again last night; twice on the same day. I have risen above it and will continue to fight. I am more confident than I was and I understand what triggers me. I am fighting this hope all is well with you.
 
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