Restarting this

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Kinlor

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Hey y'all

I took an L this summer after my first year of college. I have a girlfriend now and I gotta be serious about this. I will update this every day to keep myself accountable.

Time to reboot!
 
K

Kinlor

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Day 2:
Hey y'all.
On vacation right now. With a lot of friends. Need to surround myself with positive influence! Still kicking!
Will continue updating!
 
K

Kinlor

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Day 5:
I've had moderate urges. Especially now at night when I'm not around a lot of people. I've taken my work out of my room into the hotel lobby so that strangers' presences will keep me accountable and on track. I feel like I'm stressed and nervous more. It's probably withdrawal symptoms. I gotta tough it out!
 
K

Kinlor

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Day 6:
I had a real strong urge today. It was kinda scary. I feel lilke I need to sit through this tumult. Let the storm pass. Just don't give in.
 
Do or die

Do or die

Respected Member
This relapses teach you how to fight. learn from every relapse and be ready again to fight. then one day will come when you are rebooted completely and you cant believe it
 
K

Kinlor

Member
Day 7:
Thanks Do or die.
Yeah I'm really missing my partner right now. But I'm staying strong for her. And for myself. I feel great when I'm able to contain myself like this. It liberates me to exude energy in other ways!
 
K

Kinlor

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Day 8:
Travel day back to America. Gonna be moving around all day. Only vulnerability I foresee is when I get back to school and I'm alone and tired.
 
K

Kinlor

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Just got in an argument with my gf. Need to make sure I don't vent with porn. Staying strong. Focus in on work and my passion.
 
K

Kinlor

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I feel so low. I don't want to feel like this ever again! The pressure at university is so hard to cope with!
 
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