Hi,
My story is in http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=16963.0
After 17 days of abstinence from porn I had a paranormal experience of going out of my body and "a being" that had two long hands that felt like wind or air was pulling me from behind holding my shoulders. Some thing like vacuum pump. After the experience anxiety started building and today morning I searched for femdom videos on youtube and saw a few minutes of trampling ( with no nudity ) and a few minutes of cleavage and masturbated to it ( al together it lasted around 15 minutes ). I masturbated without porn again after a few minutes recollecting a femdom scene in a previous porn video I saw years back. The urge to masturbate with high energy exists.
My story is in http://legacy.rebootnation.org/index.php?topic=16963.0
After 17 days of abstinence from porn I had a paranormal experience of going out of my body and "a being" that had two long hands that felt like wind or air was pulling me from behind holding my shoulders. Some thing like vacuum pump. After the experience anxiety started building and today morning I searched for femdom videos on youtube and saw a few minutes of trampling ( with no nudity ) and a few minutes of cleavage and masturbated to it ( al together it lasted around 15 minutes ). I masturbated without porn again after a few minutes recollecting a femdom scene in a previous porn video I saw years back. The urge to masturbate with high energy exists.