Many times i relapsed but again started.

Do or die

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Day 1@ 20 March 2019
Yesterday i relapsed because of an gif .
I lost my reboot control and relapsed.
But now started again.
 

Do or die

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Day 1 at 21 march
I am now cutting my internet connection for two days.
Because day 1 and day 2 are most harder days.
Not feeling well. Dont have energy to enjoy life.

I am fully negative now. I really closing this horrible things now. I am free now. I do whatever but i stop it now.
Feeling bored whole day. Very very dumb today.
 

pruthukkc

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I also relapsed on day 1 it seems we are going in same direction. May we both recover as soon as possible.
 

Do or die

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Day 3
Today i understand that my social anexity is because of porn addiction. Today i know that my low skills of concentration is because of porn.
Today i will say that i never expected that the porn harm someones life like this.
Its a very big damage of porn to my life in this 6 years.
But now i am trying to recover from it.
May god bless you and me to do it.
 

Do or die

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Day 2
All day headaches are their.
No urges. That boring ness is there whole day.
Did meditation.
I am aware about urges. And i am ready fight with it already.
 

Do or die

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Day 3
Did meditation at morning.
My positivity is increased.
Feeling tired day whole day.
Withdrawal started.at night have a strong urge and i relapsed. But i relapsed only once. I have urges all night but i relapsed only once.

Day 1@ march 27
Did exercise at morning
 

pruthukkc

Active Member
  Come on brother be strong don't relapse again your brain is always try to trick be brave enough to fight urges!
 

Do or die

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Today at day 1 so many urges at morning but i defeated it well.
Headaches are there. I am feeling tired after taking full sleep.
Not curious about anything.
In past years i lossed my social skills. Everything a human need to live i lost that things.
Now this time is correct time reboot.
 
J

J01

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Good job.  Keep up the good work.  One day at a time.  Many would have given up long ago. 
 

Do or die

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Started new reboot
Steps:
To know that urges are strong.
First 5 days are harder
Prepare for urges.
Go towards reboot with confidence
 

Do or die

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Day 1 at 29 march
I know all facts but i am relapsed. Because first 5-6 days are very hard.
At day 1 i am busy from morning. Day1 is important. Doing it again. Need motivation.
 

pruthukkc

Active Member
Bro you knew how to handle it urges just work on your ideas because of your suggestions I will reach on day 5 last month I relapsed like a hell I don't knew how to recover but after that I am working on your advice. You already know it you can do it don't relapse now! Never!
 

Do or die

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ok bro.
Starting with your motivation. thanks bro
this addiction made me emotion less.
i did so many mistakes in life. so many.
i never taken my carrier seriously. i am so bad now. i want to be good.
hey god please help me.
 
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