COMPLETELY LOST in my reboot

hey guys, as it says in the title im really Lost in my reboot. im now almost 2 months porn free, but i had masturbated quite a few times when i really had the urge (not as before, when i had the urge to Watch porn). currently i have zero desire in watching porn but quitting MO is been tough for me, and my libido is fluctuating as fuck, i mean i had some days that i was completely horny but the last days it seemed that my penis was dead. my morning wood is not appearing yet, my libido for real girls is not as strong as i had imagined, sometimes im anxious as fuck, i have trouble sleeping, sometimes im really violent, idk whats going on, im really Lost. thoughts?

Bro it can take several months to fully recover from the effects of porn on your brain. If you feel lost just remember to keep away from porn at all costs.

Many people in this forum have similar feelings when going through a reboot.  This is a very difficult time and takes a different time for everyone.  I highly recommend reading different stories because you can get a sense that other people are going through this too.  Plus, it seems that everyone who sticks with the reboot gets over these feelings and then feels much better after.  It is like we are used to functioning at a low level...and eventually we realize what normal is again. 
Good luck!

jfrancisco2102 said:

currently i have zero desire in watching porn but quitting MO is been tough for me, and my libido is fluctuating as fuck, i mean i had some days that i was completely horny but the last days it seemed that my penis was dead. my morning wood is not appearing yet, my libido for real girls is not as strong as i had imagined, sometimes im anxious as fuck, i have trouble sleeping, sometimes im really violent, idk whats going on, im really Lost. thoughts?

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Hey man, I'm right there with you. We're going through radical changes in our brain chemistry. Is this feeling normal? Yes. It takes time to heal our years of abusing porn. How much time it takes is different for each person. Stay on this forum with us and read through success stories. I joined recently, but have been lurking for a couple weeks. It helps to read other people succeeding, knowing that you can do the same. When you get lost, come back here and remember why you're doing this. The flat line we are in right now is telling us something. We had a serious problem, and our body is going through serious changes now that we removed all of that unnatural stimulus.

I would try to stop MOing for a while. It seems to slow down recover for some. We need to be fully committed to see the fasted recovery. If you absolutely must MO, then do it to the sensation alone. If it's not possible to MO without thinking about porn, then I would tell myself it's not a real urge. My brain is just trying its best to get the constant pleasure it once felt when I was PMOing.

When I get an urge to check on my progress or am tempted to MO, I'm going to physically remove myself from my room and spend time with others. If there's no one in my vicinity I can hang out with, I'll go out in a public space, or walk around. This might be time consuming, but it's worth it if I continue to make progress. We have to recognize that this is going to take some time. Full recovery is absolutely possible for me and you. We need to keep moving forward for as long as it takes. Good luck.