Some help? Thanks all. This is my history...

mmo

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Good morning all again.

I am going to introduce myself again, due to its my second time on Reboot Nation (And I hope it is my last time asking for help ;) ).

I am a 18 years old guy, I am healthy, sporty, my body is actually so good. To sum up, I can't complain about my appeal.
My first sexual experience was at the age of 16, with a girl that at first, she atracted me a lot. Gorgeous.

The shocking problem was that in the moment of the sex my penis didn't get an erection, neither oral sex, nor penetration.

Then I started seeking on internet what problems may I had. I started discarding physical problems due to my age and my lifestyle. Then I found a possible problem, porn addiction. I realised that I had been watching porn and masturbating since i was 10 more or less. First with the TV, and later with internet. The Most serious problem i think i had is that I had never enough so, everyday I watched more hardcore porn, even things that I personally don't like. I also started having cyber-sex with other random people. That was unsostenible.

Now, it's my first month without porn and without masturbation. I feel really better, I didn't even have the need to masturbate or watch porn during this month, but I think I have much work to do. To end up with this, I would be pleased if someone with experience can solve me some doubts.

1 - As is said, i am 1 month without porn and masturbating. At the first two weeks I experienced like some symthoms of my dick going erected. And some mornings I wake up with that feeling. Now I am a bit upset because during this past weeks, I have not felt any erection, nor the slightest movement. (I would even say that I see my penis more shrunk). I dont know if it is normal, but I'm a little scratched with this topic.

2 - Two weeks ago, I had the opportunity to had sex with another girl. Of course, I avoided any attempt at sex or penetration, to avoid the awkward moment we all know. But while i was touching that girl, and we were doing things, I felt like my dick was going up. I dont know if its normal, if its an advance. But also I realized that the little erection I was feeling lasted not too much. If someone can explain me this i could be so pleased.


Finally, I want to thank all of you for the work you do. You can't even imagine the huge favor you do to many people.
Thank you.
 
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