TylerDurden08
Member
I want to share with you my Journey guys mainly to avoid a relapse. This is the 8 eight day since i last PMO and I have to admit that it is harder than i imagined, not because of the urge to masturbate or watch porn, but rather of the lack of emotional stability, the strong feeling of being lonely and also the fact that i now finally realized that porn really has damaged my personal life.
When I was 15 years old I had an amazing girlfriend with who I broke up with after 1,5 years, because I had the feeling that she couldn?t satisfy me sexually and the more time I spent with her the more she became unattractive to me, probably since she wasn't looking like the girls in porn...
I have treated her at this time like a complete douchebag and said things to her that I am really not proud of.
Today I'm 19 years and she is with an other guy, which makes me sad, but she really deserves to be treated good and I hope she is happy now and besides I'm the one now who isn't able to satisfy someone, because I'm likely to suffer of PIED. (I'm still not sure if I have an organic problem, but i doubt it.)
I have decided that i will leave all that behind and change my life dramatically, so here are my resolutions for 2016:
1. Going hardmode for at least 90 days
2. Stop smoking cigarettes
3. Reduce my consume of alcohol and weed to an absolute minimum
4. Working out on a regular basis (I already did that before, but now i want to hit the gym hardcore)
5. Living a very healthy lifestyle
6. Becoming one of the best at my university
My daily routine now looks like this:
- Wake up at 7am
- Meditate 10 minutes
- taking a cold shower
- learn for about 4 hours (I'm in law school)
- cook
- workout
- read or write a bit (I'm really into literature)
To have time for all this I registered from all social networks (tinder, instagram, snapchat, facebook) and try to focus only on the present.
Maybe some of you are interested in my journey, I'll try to keep this post updated
Always remember that if we stick together, we all can become a better version of ourselves, so go out and fight even in the hard times!
Greetings from europe!
PS: If someone has a question regarding fitness/nutrition you can write me a message and I try to answer it as quick as possible, I'm not a certified trainer, but i have gathered big knowledge concerning this topic over the past few years
When I was 15 years old I had an amazing girlfriend with who I broke up with after 1,5 years, because I had the feeling that she couldn?t satisfy me sexually and the more time I spent with her the more she became unattractive to me, probably since she wasn't looking like the girls in porn...
I have treated her at this time like a complete douchebag and said things to her that I am really not proud of.
Today I'm 19 years and she is with an other guy, which makes me sad, but she really deserves to be treated good and I hope she is happy now and besides I'm the one now who isn't able to satisfy someone, because I'm likely to suffer of PIED. (I'm still not sure if I have an organic problem, but i doubt it.)
I have decided that i will leave all that behind and change my life dramatically, so here are my resolutions for 2016:
1. Going hardmode for at least 90 days
2. Stop smoking cigarettes
3. Reduce my consume of alcohol and weed to an absolute minimum
4. Working out on a regular basis (I already did that before, but now i want to hit the gym hardcore)
5. Living a very healthy lifestyle
6. Becoming one of the best at my university
My daily routine now looks like this:
- Wake up at 7am
- Meditate 10 minutes
- taking a cold shower
- learn for about 4 hours (I'm in law school)
- cook
- workout
- read or write a bit (I'm really into literature)
To have time for all this I registered from all social networks (tinder, instagram, snapchat, facebook) and try to focus only on the present.
Maybe some of you are interested in my journey, I'll try to keep this post updated
Always remember that if we stick together, we all can become a better version of ourselves, so go out and fight even in the hard times!
Greetings from europe!
PS: If someone has a question regarding fitness/nutrition you can write me a message and I try to answer it as quick as possible, I'm not a certified trainer, but i have gathered big knowledge concerning this topic over the past few years