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rebooting555

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After two years of fighting it
« on: July 17, 2017, 07:27:45 AM »
This august will be my second Year of doing what we call 'the reboot' and so many things have changed that I cant even begin to wrap my head around. Back in August of 2015 I was 20 years 320+ pounds old still a virgin and really had no goals in life just porn and work I had tried losing my v card when I was 18 but it never worked so I had just given up on it until I came across a video from Noah church and it completely changed my outlook and made so much sense to the little things in my life. why I was socially awkward,felt numb had no drive and that's when I made the change I quit porn started working out and improving on small things in my life fast forward a few months and I had finally lost my virginity and it was great. now here I am two years later I weigh 248lbs (a lot of that being muscle) have had multiple partners im going to school and no longer am that awkward kid sitting in his basement watching porn. All I can say is to the ones that are starting this journey it takes time its not an overnight process it will get worse before it gets better I have relapsed to porn a fair bit of times and you just have to move on and keep going just get short term memory from it. but honestly guys don't give up fill that void workout,find a hobby just something to keep your mind off of it  and be patient I cant express this enough if you find yourself with a girl and cant get it up practice youre oral because it will def pay off when you become that sexualized beast when its all said and done.

take care and good luck.
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goldjacketluke

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Re: After two years of fighting it
« Reply #1 on: July 18, 2017, 08:40:58 PM »
Awesome journey man! Congrats, you should be really proud of your hard work and progression! Inspiring post! Keep it up and stay strong!! :)