sever flatline and ED since 2014

Masturbating started at 13 years but without porn.
Watching Porn started at 16 years and continued till 27.
I escalated from venilla porn to hardcore fethishes like nylon, incest, anal and porn parody movies , grope videos.
  whenever i was watching new type i was getting huge dopamine hit in my brain my tool was rock hard
I was masturbating for 6 long hours daily for one and half year .
One day i was watching a parody porn movie but i couldn't get erect my tool was totally dead.but i forced orgasam. From that day i lost my libido and erections .
Till now i am in flatline. No motivation suicidal thoughts getting worse. 3 months back i found ybop and RN.
I tried reboot but my max streak was 20 days. In those 20 days i got some progress like morning wood and little libido but i ruined my progress by relapse.
I want to marry a girl but in this situation i cant.
I know i have to tell this Sorry for my bad english.
Any suggestions inevitable.
 

duke.togo13

Member
Man your not alone,
just keep it up.
Dot fall back.

Exercise, Cold Showers, healthy meals.
and keep yourself busy!

I went on a 5 day streak and then bang i watched PMO
had to restart.  But that is a progress before i couldn't make it past day 2 or 3
If you have to step by step

but keep it going.
 

CrowMagnum

Active Member
Do not worry about your libido.  Sexual drive is a resilient thing.  You have been exposing it to more and more intense stimulation over the years.  It reacts to the extreme now.  With abstinence and time it will return to normal, to a healthy sexual drive and libido.  It takes time and perseverance.  You molded your sexual drive with porn for 11 years.  It will take less time than that to recover your libido, but keep in mind that it will not be immediate.  On the order of months, not years.  Take it moment by moment, keep in mind why you are abstaining and values associated with abstaining being positive.  We are here to support you.  You CAN do this, and it IS worth it.

Welcome, my friend
 
Thanks guys 4 ur support
Day 4:-
*India time 9:28 pm
*Day4 completed
*No morning wood
*Jogged for 2km
*Missed meditation
*Libido-0%
 
Day 16:-
Relapsed
Why i did this fucking thing
watched porn for 8 hours
Masturbated
But not orgasemed
Still flat line
Again day 0 :-[
 

Jones

Active Member
keep trying bro don't give up just eliminate anything in your life that is causing you to relapse and you'll be great.I made a small relapse a few days ago i did't really feel angry or anything i just felt disappointed in myself since i was on such a long streak i'm on day 125 now probly not sure if i should reset my counter.after i relapsed i end up in a flatline which i'm still in right now i don' t know why i'm still in a flatline buy i'll wait till i get my sexual urges back.
 
Relapsed today :eek:
Orgasamed for 6 times
Seen porn
Now i realized that reboot is working.
Before reboot i couldn't get up even to porn.
After 30 days atleast it is getting up for porn.
That too six times .
But not 100% almost 80%.
I will try until i die.
 
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